HeyGuys , i'mma back againn . Time to start my story :) Today , i'm really freaking sad . Morning went to school , he's not at the place he used to be . There is only two reasons . Is either he never attend school or he dosent wanna bother me anymoree .. Haiis , i'm really sad about that . Then after assembly , went for a short PE & started the CompassvaleSecondaryTalk & PunggolSecondaryTalk . After that , recess . Wenli said she say him , so i look around and spotted him . But , i didn't went to talk to him . Cause i wanna him to approach me on his ownn .
Haiis , unfortunately , he didn't . After school also the same .
I'm really heartbroken siol . I really have the thinking that he'll only cheer me up when i'm sad . But when i'm 'happy' , he just leave me alone and playy . I guess , other things are more important than me to him . Haiis . I really think my acting for being happy is very good . Cause he believed it . Maybe , he really dosen't understands me ): BlogBlog , i really miss texting and talking to him in both real life and facebook youh know ? I'm trying really really hard not to cry and act strong in front of my friends , especially my tween . When she's sad and text me , i'll always act like i'm strong , but actually , its all a lie . I'm sorry tween for lying ):

To Him : If youh really dont love me , why dont youh just tell me ? If youh really dont wanna chat with me , why dotn youh tell me ? If youh think that i'm alright is always true , can i proved that youh dont know me well ? I really dont wanna youh to toy me youh know . My heart have already broken into many pieces . My mind have alot of reasons to let go , but i still choose to stayy . Wanna know the reason ? Cause i've fall too deep in youh , cry too much about youh , have many sweet memories with youh .. I really dont know what to do youh know ? I just hope youh're not toying with me okay ? Cause i already love youh so deeply until i dont know what to do without youhhh . Haiis ..

To tweenie : Tween , dont sad alrights ? I know no matter what i say , youh can't . So am i , i really dont know what to do also . I'mma speechless & stuck . I guess , we always have the same problem urhhs . Sighh , just hope youh can cheerup ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: Youh're my one and only babyy ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back againn . Time to start my story :) Today , i'm really freaking sad . Morning went to school , he's not at the place he used to be . There is only two reasons . Is either he never attend school or he dosent wanna bother me anymoree .. Haiis , i'm really sad about that . Then after assembly , went for a short PE & started the CompassvaleSecondaryTalk & PunggolSecondaryTalk . After that , recess . Wenli said she say him , so i look around and spotted him . But , i didn't went to talk to him . Cause i wanna him to approach me on his ownn .
Haiis , unfortunately , he didn't . After school also the same .
I'm really heartbroken siol . I really have the thinking that he'll only cheer me up when i'm sad . But when i'm 'happy' , he just leave me alone and playy . I guess , other things are more important than me to him . Haiis . I really think my acting for being happy is very good . Cause he believed it . Maybe , he really dosen't understands me ): BlogBlog , i really miss texting and talking to him in both real life and facebook youh know ? I'm trying really really hard not to cry and act strong in front of my friends , especially my tween . When she's sad and text me , i'll always act like i'm strong , but actually , its all a lie . I'm sorry tween for lying ):

To Him : If youh really dont love me , why dont youh just tell me ? If youh really dont wanna chat with me , why dotn youh tell me ? If youh think that i'm alright is always true , can i proved that youh dont know me well ? I really dont wanna youh to toy me youh know . My heart have already broken into many pieces . My mind have alot of reasons to let go , but i still choose to stayy . Wanna know the reason ? Cause i've fall too deep in youh , cry too much about youh , have many sweet memories with youh .. I really dont know what to do youh know ? I just hope youh're not toying with me okay ? Cause i already love youh so deeply until i dont know what to do without youhhh . Haiis ..

To tweenie : Tween , dont sad alrights ? I know no matter what i say , youh can't . So am i , i really dont know what to do also . I'mma speechless & stuck . I guess , we always have the same problem urhhs . Sighh , just hope youh can cheerup ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: Youh're my one and only babyy ♥