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Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 5:41 PM


HeyGuys , i'mma back to post againn . This is the only place where i really can express everything out , so i guess , i'll be blogging everyday . Today was a really moody day for me . Cause he never bother and talk to me , like what he did before . Hurtful alrights ? Recess time , i still thought he'll approach me , but , my prediction is really really wrong . Made me fall more deeper . Haiis . Then after school , me & wenli should be at counselling room to find MrSunny . But because of him , i gave an excuse just hope to see youhh at canteen and let him approach me . I kept dragging time , but , he still never approach me but talk to Sharifah . Ohhh , it hurts alot . I guess , youh really prefer her ..

Then slowly slowly walk to counselling room with a fake smile , then counsell till 4plus . Walked out of school gate , i started emoing really badly . At home , i okay a little , then switch on computer and listening to all those songs related to love , my heart hurts again . Then tears suddenly drip and roll down my cheeks . Gawdd , why can't i just stop crying ?! My eyes already cry until red and sore . Isn't that enough ? ): I really wanna _____ myself youh know? But i can't , i already promised MrSunny not to already , so i must keep on my words . Haiis , is there any medicine that can cure heartach-e ? If have , intro me some can ?

I really have enough of those pain . I have family stress , now , another relationship problems add in , i'm turning madd now . Tears keep rolling down my cheeks , i really can't control ! My mind was replaying the hurtful stuff he told/answer me . He said : Youh sad , i sad . I replied : Then close your eyes whenever youh see me sadd . Guess what his reply ? He replied me : K . Haiis , i really dont wanna continue any further . My heart hurts more now ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh .

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