Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D SatrtStart now !

Today woke up at 9.45am because of my sister ! I goodgirl right ? Hahah ! Kidding lurh , is because she pull my shirt left & right . Pain okay ! Somemore , she pull my shirt almost down can ? She zhuan dao liao please ! HAHAHAHA ! KiddingKidding xD

I was dancing part of hoot then sister was irritated & wanna threatened me . Blahblah , idontcare ! :P Then she ask me clear up beds and stuff . Whatthehell ? I anyhow fold the blanket then she ask me fold again and again -.- In the end , she help me and nag me for not folding the blanket properly . Naggy horhh ? xD

Went to RM & eat breakfast . Wait , make it clearer , MacBreakfast ((: YummYumm ! Then went to the dont know what shop beside daiso , cause sister wanna 'do' her eyebrown . In the end , they say must wait half an hour more . Whatthehell .

Went in daiso shop and stuff then go in there . Sister went in , i was sitting at the sofa waiting and listening to the workers talking crap -.- Boliao siahh them . Talk cock one ! Since the boring topic they talk they laugh , i talk mine they sure laugh harder . MUAHAHA ! Kidding xD

Went home and jessie came . After that , watch hoot live and blahhhhhh . I bathe and we went off to causeway-point . Bus there . Andand , when walking to the bus-stop , i saw a parrot . I just said hello , it repeated ! Goshh , the sound cute okay ! :D

Bus came, board it . Talk craps and we reached . Saw pasar malam got sell bags . Went there and see , saw a nice one (: I like it . But , i wanna see the dickies bag so went in metro and see . But there only left one so and no new one ! So decided to buy the pasarmalam one .

Go there , bought the bag ( picture above ) . Nice horhh ? Hehe ^^ Jessie bought another type and another transparent bag . Hot pink , nicenice ((: Shou huo hen da horh ? xD Train to northpoint and eat at long john . Bought DoubleChocolateFrappeLarge . Nice mannnn ! Next target at McCafe : IcedMocha ! :D

Bus home . HappyHappy ^^ Pack bag and used com . Awhile went to ice pack there and saw a cute baby . Hoho . Awhile , dad call me to go home -.- Sibei sian . Then blahhhhhhhhh ~

Tomorrow midnight celebrating my b'day ! Yesahhh ! Happy can ? xD Hope it'll be a fun one tomorrow . If can , i hope can go out on 1st january since i celebrating on tomorrows midnight , not on sat ( 1st jan ) . Dad , grant my wishhh ! xD LawlLawl , gotta go ! Byebye :D

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

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Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today i woke up at round 2plus . Hohoho , its late right ? I know :D Ohhyeahh , i've dreamt of something weird , really weird . Guess what ? I forgotten . xD But i know , its related to barbie dolls . Not those normal ones , but gigantic one . LOL !

Suprise eh ? I know , cause i'm moremore surprise . And i've one more weirdweird one yesterday night . Goshhhh , why am i having suchaa weird dreams ? Alright , let's continue with my routine . (:

I surf net through mobile then washup & have my ' breakfast ' . YumYum ! (: After that , use computer as usual . Awhile , peifen called and chat awhile with her . Then hang up , mum call to ask Jessie to go HougangMall with us . Ask jessie , she said okay and she's coming my house now , i think .

UhhOhh , i havent bathe xD Sure kena nag by her later . And worst of all , i'm still in my cutecute mickey pyjamas ! HAHA ! XD Hack care liao . Dotx . I need someone to teach me Hoot ! I wanna learn that dance ! I've learnt some moves already , but the rest , kinda hard . Who know how to dance , tagtag me ! :D

I wanna watch BoysOverFlowers too ! Who got the disk ? LendLend ? (: My birthday is around the corner people , i'm so freaking happy ! I've been waiting for it , hell long okay ! Although i know , i wont receive any presents , i'm still kinda happy . xD

Yesterday night , i thought of him again . How ?! I cried again . Damnit . I dont know how to control my tears liao larh . Haiis . Alright , byebye !

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

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Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today woke up at aroundd 1plusplus . Lazy to wake up so surf net through mobile till 2pm then washup --> com --> eat --> watch cartoon --> edit pichaa --> upload --> blog ! :D That was my routine for today . Hehe ^.^

I was rotting like hell manxzc . Seriously , i've nothing to do at computer but facebook . I'm going to go out soon . Hmmm , its sunday today right ? That means , i'mma going out to HougangMall tomorrow to shop for my school shoe ! Yeahhhhhh (:

Ohhyeahh , i still havent bought my school baggg ! ): Don't know mum when wanna buy for me , siannnn . I already saw one damn nice dickies bag at metro . Okay , that was love at first sight . HAHA ! Lawl . Maybe tomorrow go Hougang mall see got any nicer ones .

Looking forward then . Hmm , i've been tearing all night ): Haiis , im really sick of it . Why there isnt a brainwash medicine ?! I need that ! Or else , i'll really cry like hell all night mann . Sighhh , i didnt know forgetting was hell hard ..

I asked myself this question lastlast night , ' When its my birthday , will he say happybirthday to me ? Or post it on my facebook wall ? Or send me text message ? ' Dumb question right ? I laughed and cried when i ask this . Its allready so obvious he wont say , why am i still anticipating for it ? Haiis , ' Adelinetanmeixuan ! Wakeup ! Face the fact , he wont . Get it ? ' )':

Okay larh , shall not say anymore further . Ohhyeahhh , waitwait . BelatedChristmas ! (: Received MonopolyDeal & MineGlitterLamp . Hehe , byee !

WithEvilLove (♥),
FuckingBitch

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Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today i woke up at 2pm . HAHA ! Okay larh , i know its late . But , i'm really dead tired last night . Didn't sleep well , cried also . I just cant forget those time . I really can't . They keep flashing back in my mind non - stop . Haiis , why did youh give me so much to remember ? Why ?! I'm really really sick of it .

Woke up --> washup --> com --> breakfast --> watch hongkong drama --> facebooking --> editing pichaas --> blogging right now ! :D That was my routine today . Boring aye ? Really have no stuff for me to do . Somemore , mum change her mind for buying my new dickies school bag today ! Kinda fedup with her . As i've been waiting for today !

Dad called sister in the morning and tell her to imform us we're going to orchard later . Mum say sure damn squeezy & i hate people squeeze here and there . Damnit , dont feel like going siol ! Haiis , but dad insisted , i've no idea but to go ): Sian .

Now listening to music and singing out loud ! Felt so shoik , haha ! Nothing to do now , lazy to blog much too . xD Okay larh , shall end here . Byebye ! :D

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

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Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today woke up at 6.20plus . Heard daddy's phone message tone and waited daddy to see it . I was posted to Peihwa ! Kinda happy , hahah . Texted teacher , friends and stuff . In the end , only some replied . Damnit , haha . Help mother do the tangyuan as today was tangyuanjie . :D Wheee , hahaha ! Happy !

Do liao , shoulder damn pain siol ! Goshh . Then started getting damndamn hungry so call mother help me cook korea maggie . Yeshhhh ! (: Facebooking and asking people around at facebook who is online . Then watch my hongkong drama using sister's account . HAHA ! Clever ayeee ? xD

See till lazy bathe but still , need to . Rush in and come out bathing is around 8.57 . But i still taking my own sweet time as Jessie will be late . In the end , she already reached gate c . HAHA ! Paiseh arhh . Lawl . Went in and take cert , report book and yearbook . Then slack around at school . Mummy rushing me home but i dont want . Told her going plaza buy food with jessie then she went off .

Walked with hengmun and jessie . But hengmun didn't go , she went backk . Walkedwalked with jessie and talk craps . Went in to 7-eleven . Brought AppleFreezeSlurpee and jessie brought her TomYam Cup noodle . Saw joshua and his two irritating friend who is so call , bullying him .

They actually saw the normal straw but they pretend not to see it and took the slurpee straw . I got irritated while standing behind the fucking guy and said ' Eh , your eyes paste cock ?! ' Stupid siahh , like that also wanna bully . Nothing better to do . Went off to the playground there , in the end , there was lots of people so decided to go bluecourt .

Walked at the taxi stand there . Saw mushroom , danish . Danish asked ' Where your mother ? ' I replied ' home . ' After that , he started giggling -.- Then he asked me what school i going so i said ' peihwa . ' That freaking mushroom sibei extra , make those damn noise . Argue with him awhile then went off .

Blahblahblah . Slack at there awhile then off home . Use com till sibei tired and off to take a nap then change and went to NEX . Blahblahblahh , reached there cant find my aunt . Like playikng hide and seek , laughed like siao . Meet them at soup restaurant and went in to eat as third aunt treating us . Yeshh ! (:

Shop awhile then off to wait for my uncle's car . Drive us to bugis to pray and then off to buy their toto . Laugh like mad in the car all thanks to my sister ! HAHA ! Lala , went to causewaypoint to shop and stuff . After that , went off to movie ! Doraemon . Nice man ! The LittleHaribo is so cute . And the Dorami also . :D Taxi home and now blogging .

Tomorrow going to new school . Excited but a little scared . Ohhyeahh , buying books , uni and stuff ! YESHHHH ! Hahah , okay larh , nights ! <3 color="#ff0000" size="4">*The pichaa above is not the movie i watch . I just anyhow find one (: HAHA .

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

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Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D Startstart now !

Today i woke up at 1.20plusplus . Okay , i serious have to admit it now . This time round i woke up late ! Hahahh . I guess is because i never sleep well last night . Cause , i cried again . Haiis , now eyes swollen , painpain ):

Wokeup , reply message then continue lying down . Too lazy to wakeup . xD Until around 2pm , i then went to washup and have my 'breakfast' (: YummYumm ! After that , started to use com to facebook & stuff . Was arguing with kendrick and aunty sharon ! Hahahh . Cause they say i not goodgirl xD BlahhhBlahhh .

Finished arguing . Getting bored so started finding blogskin and i found this . Ain't this nice ? Hahahh . Today didn't get to watch movie cause overslept liao . Maybe will get to watch on Wednesday with my aunt . I'm getting real excited okay . Cause this is the first time i watching with my aunt . Imissher ! ):

I'm single and unavailable now . Just like the pichaaa i've posted above (: I really dont know what i should do . I dont know should i give up on him OR wait for him . Seriously stuckstuck now . Anyone can help me ? ):

Ohhyeahh ! I've a weird and good dream today . Cause i dreamt of him . (: Hehe , its a reallyreally happy news . Hahah ! I gone mad now . LOL . Ermmm , i should end now and watch my Taiwan cartoon ! Byeee :D

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today , nothing much . Woke up at 12.20plusplus . Washup & switch on comcom . Facebooking awhile then started watching HongKongDrama with sister . Watch halfway , mum call us for 'breakfast' . Eat and continue . After that , ask astrainni teach me malayyy . Learn alot !

I'm a good student okay ! I wrote down all those stuff she teached me . Haha ! I guess , will continue tomorrow . Okay larh , i've learnt kinda lot to day . YeshYeshYesh ! HAHA , I'll master it , if its really possible (: It was kinda tough lurhh , going to pick it up slowly during this school holiday . If not , i really will rotrotrot & become sibei lifeless . Hehe ^^

Cheted with Nizran the shawtyy . He god damn funny okay ! I laughlaughlaugh like crazy . HAHA ! Ohhgoshh , i love the voice clip he send me . CuteCute ! :D Then watch cartoons on PPS till now then started blogging . May not sleep early today . Cause accompany mama wait for sister after her work . Lala , needa find something to occupy myself .

Ohhyahh , just now read me and ruzaini's past chat history . Started laughing also . It was funny ! Hahah ! But now , we're distance apart . Haiis . I really dont know is he change to much or its me . A reallyreally nice abang who are kinda close to me in the past but now , never even talk already . Sighhh , can i just say i miss the past ? ):

2010 is ending soon . And yeahh , my birthday will be around the corner ! Haha (: But , i really dont wish this year past . Cause , i'll really miss it god damn badly )': Have so much memory with my friends and lastly , him . Imisshimlarh blogblog ! I've not talk to him for 11days . Goshh , 11days youh know ! Its reallyreally long . Sighhhhhhh ):

Tomorrow 3pm going find my aunt ! Yesahhh ! She say she'll buy me ChristmasPresent ! Hoho , what should i buy ? Jacket ? Cardigan ? Bracelet ? Necklace ? Pants ? HandphonePouch ? Bag ? HAHA ! Have so much thing i wanna buy . It'll be good i can buy all of them ! That'll be really shoik aye ? (: 2words : DREAM ON ! xD Okay larh , its time to endd ! Byeeee :D

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

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Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Last night was terrible , really terrible . It was sleeping time , but i can't get to sleep . Lie down quietly & my mind started replaying those happy times with him . And , i cried badly . Whole of my pillow was wet . Haiis , i really can't get over it . He gave me too much to remember . I really dont know how to get over it . '

I wanna tell him ' Why did youh give me so much to remember when youh already planned to leave me ? Why ?! Tell me ! I really wanna know . I get so sick of crying . Crying everynight , still having the stupid thought youh'll come back . I really got hurt so much by youhh . But , i reallyreally can't hate youh no matter how hard i try . I regretted for making youh my everything . Cause youh left me & i'm left with NOTHING ! I didn't know forgetting youh and start afresh was that hardd . I still thought i can be able to make it , but , it turn out the other way roundd . Thanks for making me become like that .. '

Alright . Lets talk about today . Woke up at 12.20pm . Not really that late . Cause i can wakeup later than that . Haha (: I'm talented at sleeping ! But my sister more . HAHA ! Now damn pissed of with 5person ! Fuckit . Dont aggitate me man , i've enough of your ! Youh'll regret fighting with me , i tell youh ! ASS .

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

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Heyyyy ! I'm back once once againn ! :D Alright , startstart !

Guys ! I've brought a hot pink pencil case ! :D Iloveit ! Hahahhh , gone hyper againnnnn . xD Okayokay , today woke up at 7.49am ! Overheard parents conversation till i really feel damn freaking useless . Due to my age , i can't do anything muchh . Haiis , speechless . Dad & Mum went to tohpayoh as dad wanna see doctor . Cause his leg painpain . They left , i wake up . Sitsit then went to dad & mum's bed sleep (: Hahaahhh , more comfortable . Slept till 12 , use mobile suft web then washupp and have my 'breakfast' . It was macdonald breakfast ! YumYum :D

Eat already , use comcom . He is online now . Ohhyeahh , talk about him , i keep have the thought that one day he'll meet me upp . I know its impossible , but i keep day dreaming about it . Haiis , just like what the pichaaa sayy , the bigger expectation , the biggest heartbreakk . Telling myself ' AdelineTanMeiXuan ! Wakeup ! He wont meet youhh , so stop thinking about it . It'll only hurt more , tear more . ' Haiis , really really stuck manxzc . Why did i fall for youh so much ? Whyy ? I really dont know . Youh already started to hate me already , why cant i just let go and start afreshh ? Haiis . Heartshatteredddddddd .

Okay readers , i guess , i shall not elaborate any further . Or else , tears will start to fall )': Stayy tuned to my blog & leave a tag before leaving alrights ? :D LoveYa !

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

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HeyHey ! I'm back once again (: I know my blog is kinda dead nowadays , my apology ! Okay , i guess , its time to start my story now . :D

Today woke up at don't know what time . Hahah , forgotten :/ Ate breakfast then use com . Goshh , it was so boring ! I was rotting . Facebook have no notifications to click like last time , no one stalked . It was really bored , sucksucksuck ! After that , went to bathe & off to JalanKayu for dinner ((: Took bus 85 there . Arrived , went to eat roti prata ! Yummmyyyy ! :D Sister saw her old teacher which she have not seen for 2years . She gone hyper ! Keep laughing and say those ridiculous stuff . Feel like slapping her xD She keep make me laughhh . I laugh till damn freaking louddd . Gone hyperhyperhyper ! ((:

Took bus 85 . In the end , took wrong bus & went to yishun there . Hahah ! Me & sister was laughing like gile . Dad was complaining about mum . All we do is , laughh out loud ! xD Walked overheadbridge to the other side bus-stop & wait for bus 85 . Listen to songs before the bus come . Yeahhh , waited very long . In bus , no place sit , sat with a dont know what guy . HAHA ! Ermmm , he's not local , thats all i can describe . Lalala , saw a kinda handsome guy in the bus . xD Dont get the wrong idea , just admire him only (: Texted kendrick , as he told me to text . Arrived liao ,walked home , then used comcom .

I'm kena spam by a crazy guy name ; Andrew ! He spammed my name -.- I know he love it xD HAHA ! LawlsLawls . He is online now . But , i've no guts to talk to him . Cause , i dont know why . Maybe paiseh ? xD Now , dont know what to do . Ohhyeahhh , i've been finding new skin since yesterday . Goshh , find till 11plus . And i'm having headache yesterday . Damnnit ! I think , i should start to find now . Buhhbyee readers ! Iloveyouhhhhhh ! ♥

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

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WeyhhWeyhh ! Extra post for today .

Everything ended tragically . 7December10 , 8.28pm .

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

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WeyhhWeyhh ! Starting my story of the say now ! (:

Today wokeup at around 11plusplus . Went to washup --> switch on com --> breakfast --> surf net . Jessie called , went down to ice-pack there . Brought fruitpunch ice-pack & went home . Listen a few songs then went to bathe . After going in the toilet , my mind think of ' should i let go of him ? ' I saw him post on his beloved adik's wall . My thinking is only ' he loved his adik more than me . Hell yeahh , its right . Adik prettier than me alot . Same race as him , of course will choose her than me . ' Sibei saddd . Cried yesterday night , more than an hour . My pillow was really wet . Haiis .

After changing , walked out to take bus 85 with jessie & mum . Awhile , bus arrived . Sit there , viewing outside & chitchat . Haiis , i tried to forget thinking about him . But , i really can't . Toldchaa , everything reminds me of himm . I really don't know what to do . StuckStuckStuck ! Arrived at northpoint , went to library readread & off to Macdonald . Eat liao , went up shopshop & see the strawberry shortcake thingy . Lawls , saw that twice liao . Awhile , bus home . Camwhore inside the bus . Pichaa at facebook , view it yourself .

Came home , edit & uploaded . Just send jessie to icepack there not long , thought about that again . Goshh , this time i almost cried ! Haiis , dont know what to do nor say anymore . Yeah , i may get jealous . Just like what the pichaa i posted above said . Jealous because i reallyreally do love youh . But , did youh ever got jealous ? Do youh ever scared losing me ? If youh did , i can't feel a single bit . I really can't . Youh'll rather talk to your beloved adik then your stead . That answers my whole question ? I really wanna let go and start afresh . But youh know what ? My mind will starting thinking back of the sweet time we spent together . Warp arms around my shoulder , hug , hold hands , talk together , sit side by side . I miss those time real bad . I wanna it to be back ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I want back the old youh ♥

WeyhhWeyhhh ! Short post for todayy . Startstart now .

Woke up and on com while eating my breakfast . He online and told me he was at ibrahim house and hello . 2 sentence , awhile offline . And guess what ? That was the only conversation of the day . HeartShattered . No appetite for my breakfast , left it on the table and went to bathe and off to mall to find Jessie . Went there and wait fucking long so go buy cupwalker . Finished buying , she was walking towards me . Lawls , complaint to her and went to daiso .

Wanted to chat . In the end , we was shoo by the freaking person who was working in there . Damnit ! So wentt o jessie's house the playground . Realised bever bring storybook -.- Sitsit there , then her neighbour came down . Make friend with her . Well , she was rather cute or maybe is freaking ? (: Kind also lurh . Went her house outside , waiting for her to ask her permission to go Jessie's house. After that , went to Jessie's house to com . 2.40 like that went home . Played audi and facebooking . 4.40 like that send her down . Went to buy mocha with her then go icepack there to buy currypuff . Kicking water at each other and walked under the rain . Funn aye ? Then saw my mum's friend . Damnit , unlucky .

Came home , bathe . Cried in the toilet , out of mood . Thinking of him like hell man . Haiis , i cant feel his love anymore . Sad to the max alright ? He dosent seems to car about me but someone else . I really really heartbroken youh know ? I never wanted to say anything , but let it go . Youh know how many times have it been already ? Do youh really love me anot ? If yes , can youh really express it out to me ? I wanna feel back your love like the past . The guy that will text me , chat with me in facebook , inbox me in facebook , comment on my status . I want it back can ? Please , i dont want the new youh . Be back the old one can ? Ibegyouhhh ..

Lastly , thanks firzanah boyfriend to cheer me up . I appreciate it loads . At least , youh're there for me . Thanks alot . Iloveyouhhhhh ~ ♥

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I want back the old youh ♥

WeyhhWeyhh ! (: Its time for me to start now !

Yesterday was hurt by his words . He ask me to come back for teachers' day . After that i told him that i'll return on 4th january which is the first day of school . I still thought he'll be happy but he said ' fouhwhat? ' I guess , he really don't wanna see me thats why he said that . Haiis , maybe if i really turn up that day , i should try not let him see me so he'll feel happier . Plus , he can celebrate with someone for his/hers birthdayy & i wont come and disturbed themmmm ..

Today woke up at 1.40plus . I know its late . Cause i slept late last night at 1.30plusplus . Then , washup & have my 'lunch while using computer . After that , facebooking awhile , off to audi ! (: Played only awhile , it was disconnected -.- Damnit . So , off com and went to room to rest . All i can think and daydream of is only him , HIM . Dreamnt of him almost everynight , youh can imagine how much i miss him . Yeah , i meetup with him on saturday but , its not enoughhhh ! Blahblahblah . Texted him using my dad's phone but guess what ? He never reply . Went to ask ibrahim whether isit his prepaid low , he said dont know & he went to sentosa . So i thought he never see my text so never reply . Awhile , ibrahim pop me a chat in facebook that he replied his text . Goshh , tottally heartbroken . I'm the one who wanted to start a conversation with youh cause i really missed youh alot ! But , what did i get from youh ? Haiis , dont wish to talk about this anymore . Hurt more )':

He now inbox me , at least i'm glad . But i replied , he stopped replying already . Haiis , dont know what to say already . The pichaa above is really true . And thats what i wanna tell youhh . Say youhh love me when youh really mean it . Don't say it just to make me happy and toy me .. Alright , i think i should end here alreadyy . Bye guys !

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

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WeyhhWeyhhh ! I'mma backback :D Alright , its time to post !

Today , woke up at about 11 , estimated . See time still early , i went to sleep again . But , i just can't fall asleep . So , took out phone , replied those message i received yesterdayyy night . Then surf internet through my mobile & went to washuppp . Went out of room to eat my breakfast . Guess what ? It was korean cuisine . Goshhh , i see until i feel like vomit -.- Morning eat sucha heavy breakfast . So , ate a few mouth , take clothes , wait for sistaa to get out of the toilet and bathe ! (: AndAnd , i was running late . Meeting him at 12.10 . And when i just get in the toilet , it was already 12.02 . So went in toilet to message him to changed to 12.15 . But he said , 12.30 instead . He was busy . So , i said ' okayyyy , anything .

Went out of house , and the time was 12.31 . Ohhyeahh , i'm late . But when i went there , he is nowhere to be seen ! Texted him & he say he is coming and called me to wait . Didn't expect him to be later than me . Cause girls are always later then guy right ? Hahah . Around 12.40 , he came . He was wearing jacket & was shiveringgg . I bet , he's sick . So i asked him whether is he sick . He said yeah and say go other placee . So walkwalk , sat on the nearby bench/chair . Talktalk , and touched his face , he was really feverishh . Heartpain lurhh )': After that , Jessie texted me . She asked me where am i . Called her , she seems rather angry cause she must have waited for very long at mall . So , have to say goodbye to him . Haiis , sadsadd . He started walking back to his block , but i stopped him and gave him a hugg . But , it was really a short one . Haiis ):

Went seperate way , rushhhh to mall to find Jessie . Went there , she was sitting beside the macdonald thingyyy . Lawls , she was wearing her new specs . I should say , its nicee ! Hahah . I wanna a new specs too , i'mma envy her . HAHA ! Went in subway , cause she said she wanna eat . In the end , she chose KFC insteadd . She took takeaway & went to buy her barley which her grandma ask her to then set off back to her home . Greeted her gandma before went in to her house . Alright , frankly , i'm scared of her dogg . Cause i heard her say her dog is fierce & will bite . But in the end , after i went in , it was a friendly little dogg . He keep licking my legg . Lawls , itchy lurhh . After that , it went out of the room . About to leave , i call jessie to call her dog come in . And she told me that her dog have heartattackk . Goshh , its really pathetic . I did take a few pichaas of it at my phone but now it was sent to repair )':

Went off to take LRT . Guess what ? We took the wrong train . Get off at Rumbia and took another one . Lawls , actually , the previous train can take us to compass , its just that , more stationnn . Took another LRT and went to compass . Dad called and call me to meet them at MRT there . So went down there . Me and jessie took different 'transport' . She went to take stairs , i went to take escalator ! Hahah ! Lalala ~ Texting him at train (: LawlsLawls . After that , alight at harboufront station and went to Vivo to send my phoen to repair . Awww phone , imissyouh ! ): Cannot text him for 5days , goshh , will die mannnn ! After that , ask Jessie to helped me text him to say that my phone went to repair but she said dont want . Yeahh , i'mma angry and show her faces . But awhile , i'm alright & we're together againnn . Went to GoldenVillge for tickets , RapunzalTangledTale . After that , went to foodcourt to eat (:

I was gawdd damn hungry . Cause i didnt eat much for breakfastt . But after eating , i'mma fulll ! (: Took out tickets , and saw it was not rapunzal but harypotter ! Went to find that fucking guy to change , in the end he said that was already sold out . Wtf ?! Before that he still say have seats . I really wanna slap him siahh . Give me those freaking faces . Walao , sibei not responsible for his work siol ! Damn . Then Aaron called alvin to check whether AMK hubb have any available seats for that show . And luckily , have ! (: WooHoo ! Went to take MRT to Angmokio . Sat beside aaron . He shared earpiece with me . And it was freaking loud , my eardrum bursting ! -.- Then he let me see some hilarious video and switch on run devil run . But he keep switching on those extra sound until the song keep pausing . Freak youh man ! Then went off to AMK hub . Brough tickets for 7.25 (:

Went in to the NeboClub for some fries and drink . Hahah , have lots of fun there . But , it was cold . I'mma freazinggggggg ! Later went in to the arcade see see then went in to theatre and watch rapunzal ! Woots ! It was freaking nice and touching . I cried and aaron laugh at me -.- Damn him manzxc ! But he really is a good cousin , he said he will bring me watch other movies when its released ! Wheeeeeeee ~ Iloveyouhhcousin ! Now , just cam back not long agoo . Gonna end post liao , cause i bet , some will faint to see so muchhh paragraphhh ! Hahah , nightsnights all ! Loveya ! AndAnd , i want to tell him that i'll meet him soon ! :D Also , i'm sorry if i can't have the same specs like youh want ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: Iloveyouhboy, with all my heart ♥

WeyhhWeyhhh ! (: I'mma back to post , sit back & read ! :D

Yesterday was the worst day man ! I can't fall asleep because i felt very uncomfortable in my tummy . Felt like vomiting . Went in to the toilet at 1plus , but can't vomit out . So , went back to bed . Around 2 , went in the toilet again . And this time , i vomited reallyreally badly . After vomiting , thought i'm alright already . So went to bed and sleep . Awhile at 3 , i wanted to vomit again . Rushed in to toilet and vomited . This time round , felt better and went to bed . Again at around 4 , i wanted to vomit and went in to toilet . Goshh , that was the worst vomit man ! I've already vomit out everything in my tummy ! Went to sleep till the morning ..

Wokeupp , felt better . Use phone to online facebook . Later , washupp and mama ask me to eat porridge . Dont feel like eating , but i've to eat . So eat a few spoonful , i pass it over to mama . Then played audition and blahhhhhhh ~ Just now he texted me . And indeed , i'm happy . But still , sad . I've texted him yesterday night and he replied now . I really dont get it . Is it texting me so hard ? A waste of your time ? Haiis . Just now said will text me back , waited till now , none received . Haiis , i dont know what to say alreadyyy . I give up , i really give up . Suit youhhhh whether youh wanna text me not ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm really disappointed in youhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D SatrtStart now !

Today woke up at 9.45am because of my sister ! I goodgirl right ? Hahah ! Kidding lurh , is because she pull my shirt left & right . Pain okay ! Somemore , she pull my shirt almost down can ? She zhuan dao liao please ! HAHAHAHA ! KiddingKidding xD

I was dancing part of hoot then sister was irritated & wanna threatened me . Blahblah , idontcare ! :P Then she ask me clear up beds and stuff . Whatthehell ? I anyhow fold the blanket then she ask me fold again and again -.- In the end , she help me and nag me for not folding the blanket properly . Naggy horhh ? xD

Went to RM & eat breakfast . Wait , make it clearer , MacBreakfast ((: YummYumm ! Then went to the dont know what shop beside daiso , cause sister wanna 'do' her eyebrown . In the end , they say must wait half an hour more . Whatthehell .

Went in daiso shop and stuff then go in there . Sister went in , i was sitting at the sofa waiting and listening to the workers talking crap -.- Boliao siahh them . Talk cock one ! Since the boring topic they talk they laugh , i talk mine they sure laugh harder . MUAHAHA ! Kidding xD

Went home and jessie came . After that , watch hoot live and blahhhhhh . I bathe and we went off to causeway-point . Bus there . Andand , when walking to the bus-stop , i saw a parrot . I just said hello , it repeated ! Goshh , the sound cute okay ! :D

Bus came, board it . Talk craps and we reached . Saw pasar malam got sell bags . Went there and see , saw a nice one (: I like it . But , i wanna see the dickies bag so went in metro and see . But there only left one so and no new one ! So decided to buy the pasarmalam one .

Go there , bought the bag ( picture above ) . Nice horhh ? Hehe ^^ Jessie bought another type and another transparent bag . Hot pink , nicenice ((: Shou huo hen da horh ? xD Train to northpoint and eat at long john . Bought DoubleChocolateFrappeLarge . Nice mannnn ! Next target at McCafe : IcedMocha ! :D

Bus home . HappyHappy ^^ Pack bag and used com . Awhile went to ice pack there and saw a cute baby . Hoho . Awhile , dad call me to go home -.- Sibei sian . Then blahhhhhhhhh ~

Tomorrow midnight celebrating my b'day ! Yesahhh ! Happy can ? xD Hope it'll be a fun one tomorrow . If can , i hope can go out on 1st january since i celebrating on tomorrows midnight , not on sat ( 1st jan ) . Dad , grant my wishhh ! xD LawlLawl , gotta go ! Byebye :D

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today i woke up at round 2plus . Hohoho , its late right ? I know :D Ohhyeahh , i've dreamt of something weird , really weird . Guess what ? I forgotten . xD But i know , its related to barbie dolls . Not those normal ones , but gigantic one . LOL !

Suprise eh ? I know , cause i'm moremore surprise . And i've one more weirdweird one yesterday night . Goshhhh , why am i having suchaa weird dreams ? Alright , let's continue with my routine . (:

I surf net through mobile then washup & have my ' breakfast ' . YumYum ! (: After that , use computer as usual . Awhile , peifen called and chat awhile with her . Then hang up , mum call to ask Jessie to go HougangMall with us . Ask jessie , she said okay and she's coming my house now , i think .

UhhOhh , i havent bathe xD Sure kena nag by her later . And worst of all , i'm still in my cutecute mickey pyjamas ! HAHA ! XD Hack care liao . Dotx . I need someone to teach me Hoot ! I wanna learn that dance ! I've learnt some moves already , but the rest , kinda hard . Who know how to dance , tagtag me ! :D

I wanna watch BoysOverFlowers too ! Who got the disk ? LendLend ? (: My birthday is around the corner people , i'm so freaking happy ! I've been waiting for it , hell long okay ! Although i know , i wont receive any presents , i'm still kinda happy . xD

Yesterday night , i thought of him again . How ?! I cried again . Damnit . I dont know how to control my tears liao larh . Haiis . Alright , byebye !

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today woke up at aroundd 1plusplus . Lazy to wake up so surf net through mobile till 2pm then washup --> com --> eat --> watch cartoon --> edit pichaa --> upload --> blog ! :D That was my routine for today . Hehe ^.^

I was rotting like hell manxzc . Seriously , i've nothing to do at computer but facebook . I'm going to go out soon . Hmmm , its sunday today right ? That means , i'mma going out to HougangMall tomorrow to shop for my school shoe ! Yeahhhhhh (:

Ohhyeahh , i still havent bought my school baggg ! ): Don't know mum when wanna buy for me , siannnn . I already saw one damn nice dickies bag at metro . Okay , that was love at first sight . HAHA ! Lawl . Maybe tomorrow go Hougang mall see got any nicer ones .

Looking forward then . Hmm , i've been tearing all night ): Haiis , im really sick of it . Why there isnt a brainwash medicine ?! I need that ! Or else , i'll really cry like hell all night mann . Sighhh , i didnt know forgetting was hell hard ..

I asked myself this question lastlast night , ' When its my birthday , will he say happybirthday to me ? Or post it on my facebook wall ? Or send me text message ? ' Dumb question right ? I laughed and cried when i ask this . Its allready so obvious he wont say , why am i still anticipating for it ? Haiis , ' Adelinetanmeixuan ! Wakeup ! Face the fact , he wont . Get it ? ' )':

Okay larh , shall not say anymore further . Ohhyeahhh , waitwait . BelatedChristmas ! (: Received MonopolyDeal & MineGlitterLamp . Hehe , byee !

WithEvilLove (♥),
FuckingBitch

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today i woke up at 2pm . HAHA ! Okay larh , i know its late . But , i'm really dead tired last night . Didn't sleep well , cried also . I just cant forget those time . I really can't . They keep flashing back in my mind non - stop . Haiis , why did youh give me so much to remember ? Why ?! I'm really really sick of it .

Woke up --> washup --> com --> breakfast --> watch hongkong drama --> facebooking --> editing pichaas --> blogging right now ! :D That was my routine today . Boring aye ? Really have no stuff for me to do . Somemore , mum change her mind for buying my new dickies school bag today ! Kinda fedup with her . As i've been waiting for today !

Dad called sister in the morning and tell her to imform us we're going to orchard later . Mum say sure damn squeezy & i hate people squeeze here and there . Damnit , dont feel like going siol ! Haiis , but dad insisted , i've no idea but to go ): Sian .

Now listening to music and singing out loud ! Felt so shoik , haha ! Nothing to do now , lazy to blog much too . xD Okay larh , shall end here . Byebye ! :D

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today woke up at 6.20plus . Heard daddy's phone message tone and waited daddy to see it . I was posted to Peihwa ! Kinda happy , hahah . Texted teacher , friends and stuff . In the end , only some replied . Damnit , haha . Help mother do the tangyuan as today was tangyuanjie . :D Wheee , hahaha ! Happy !

Do liao , shoulder damn pain siol ! Goshh . Then started getting damndamn hungry so call mother help me cook korea maggie . Yeshhhh ! (: Facebooking and asking people around at facebook who is online . Then watch my hongkong drama using sister's account . HAHA ! Clever ayeee ? xD

See till lazy bathe but still , need to . Rush in and come out bathing is around 8.57 . But i still taking my own sweet time as Jessie will be late . In the end , she already reached gate c . HAHA ! Paiseh arhh . Lawl . Went in and take cert , report book and yearbook . Then slack around at school . Mummy rushing me home but i dont want . Told her going plaza buy food with jessie then she went off .

Walked with hengmun and jessie . But hengmun didn't go , she went backk . Walkedwalked with jessie and talk craps . Went in to 7-eleven . Brought AppleFreezeSlurpee and jessie brought her TomYam Cup noodle . Saw joshua and his two irritating friend who is so call , bullying him .

They actually saw the normal straw but they pretend not to see it and took the slurpee straw . I got irritated while standing behind the fucking guy and said ' Eh , your eyes paste cock ?! ' Stupid siahh , like that also wanna bully . Nothing better to do . Went off to the playground there , in the end , there was lots of people so decided to go bluecourt .

Walked at the taxi stand there . Saw mushroom , danish . Danish asked ' Where your mother ? ' I replied ' home . ' After that , he started giggling -.- Then he asked me what school i going so i said ' peihwa . ' That freaking mushroom sibei extra , make those damn noise . Argue with him awhile then went off .

Blahblahblah . Slack at there awhile then off home . Use com till sibei tired and off to take a nap then change and went to NEX . Blahblahblahh , reached there cant find my aunt . Like playikng hide and seek , laughed like siao . Meet them at soup restaurant and went in to eat as third aunt treating us . Yeshh ! (:

Shop awhile then off to wait for my uncle's car . Drive us to bugis to pray and then off to buy their toto . Laugh like mad in the car all thanks to my sister ! HAHA ! Lala , went to causewaypoint to shop and stuff . After that , went off to movie ! Doraemon . Nice man ! The LittleHaribo is so cute . And the Dorami also . :D Taxi home and now blogging .

Tomorrow going to new school . Excited but a little scared . Ohhyeahh , buying books , uni and stuff ! YESHHHH ! Hahah , okay larh , nights ! <3 color="#ff0000" size="4">*The pichaa above is not the movie i watch . I just anyhow find one (: HAHA .

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D Startstart now !

Today i woke up at 1.20plusplus . Okay , i serious have to admit it now . This time round i woke up late ! Hahahh . I guess is because i never sleep well last night . Cause , i cried again . Haiis , now eyes swollen , painpain ):

Wokeup , reply message then continue lying down . Too lazy to wakeup . xD Until around 2pm , i then went to washup and have my 'breakfast' (: YummYumm ! After that , started to use com to facebook & stuff . Was arguing with kendrick and aunty sharon ! Hahahh . Cause they say i not goodgirl xD BlahhhBlahhh .

Finished arguing . Getting bored so started finding blogskin and i found this . Ain't this nice ? Hahahh . Today didn't get to watch movie cause overslept liao . Maybe will get to watch on Wednesday with my aunt . I'm getting real excited okay . Cause this is the first time i watching with my aunt . Imissher ! ):

I'm single and unavailable now . Just like the pichaaa i've posted above (: I really dont know what i should do . I dont know should i give up on him OR wait for him . Seriously stuckstuck now . Anyone can help me ? ):

Ohhyeahh ! I've a weird and good dream today . Cause i dreamt of him . (: Hehe , its a reallyreally happy news . Hahah ! I gone mad now . LOL . Ermmm , i should end now and watch my Taiwan cartoon ! Byeee :D

WithEvilLove (♥) ,
FuckingBitch

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Today , nothing much . Woke up at 12.20plusplus . Washup & switch on comcom . Facebooking awhile then started watching HongKongDrama with sister . Watch halfway , mum call us for 'breakfast' . Eat and continue . After that , ask astrainni teach me malayyy . Learn alot !

I'm a good student okay ! I wrote down all those stuff she teached me . Haha ! I guess , will continue tomorrow . Okay larh , i've learnt kinda lot to day . YeshYeshYesh ! HAHA , I'll master it , if its really possible (: It was kinda tough lurhh , going to pick it up slowly during this school holiday . If not , i really will rotrotrot & become sibei lifeless . Hehe ^^

Cheted with Nizran the shawtyy . He god damn funny okay ! I laughlaughlaugh like crazy . HAHA ! Ohhgoshh , i love the voice clip he send me . CuteCute ! :D Then watch cartoons on PPS till now then started blogging . May not sleep early today . Cause accompany mama wait for sister after her work . Lala , needa find something to occupy myself .

Ohhyahh , just now read me and ruzaini's past chat history . Started laughing also . It was funny ! Hahah ! But now , we're distance apart . Haiis . I really dont know is he change to much or its me . A reallyreally nice abang who are kinda close to me in the past but now , never even talk already . Sighhh , can i just say i miss the past ? ):

2010 is ending soon . And yeahh , my birthday will be around the corner ! Haha (: But , i really dont wish this year past . Cause , i'll really miss it god damn badly )': Have so much memory with my friends and lastly , him . Imisshimlarh blogblog ! I've not talk to him for 11days . Goshh , 11days youh know ! Its reallyreally long . Sighhhhhhh ):

Tomorrow 3pm going find my aunt ! Yesahhh ! She say she'll buy me ChristmasPresent ! Hoho , what should i buy ? Jacket ? Cardigan ? Bracelet ? Necklace ? Pants ? HandphonePouch ? Bag ? HAHA ! Have so much thing i wanna buy . It'll be good i can buy all of them ! That'll be really shoik aye ? (: 2words : DREAM ON ! xD Okay larh , its time to endd ! Byeeee :D

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back onceonce againnnn ! :D StartStart now !

Last night was terrible , really terrible . It was sleeping time , but i can't get to sleep . Lie down quietly & my mind started replaying those happy times with him . And , i cried badly . Whole of my pillow was wet . Haiis , i really can't get over it . He gave me too much to remember . I really dont know how to get over it . '

I wanna tell him ' Why did youh give me so much to remember when youh already planned to leave me ? Why ?! Tell me ! I really wanna know . I get so sick of crying . Crying everynight , still having the stupid thought youh'll come back . I really got hurt so much by youhh . But , i reallyreally can't hate youh no matter how hard i try . I regretted for making youh my everything . Cause youh left me & i'm left with NOTHING ! I didn't know forgetting youh and start afresh was that hardd . I still thought i can be able to make it , but , it turn out the other way roundd . Thanks for making me become like that .. '

Alright . Lets talk about today . Woke up at 12.20pm . Not really that late . Cause i can wakeup later than that . Haha (: I'm talented at sleeping ! But my sister more . HAHA ! Now damn pissed of with 5person ! Fuckit . Dont aggitate me man , i've enough of your ! Youh'll regret fighting with me , i tell youh ! ASS .

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

Heyyyy ! I'm back once once againn ! :D Alright , startstart !

Guys ! I've brought a hot pink pencil case ! :D Iloveit ! Hahahhh , gone hyper againnnnn . xD Okayokay , today woke up at 7.49am ! Overheard parents conversation till i really feel damn freaking useless . Due to my age , i can't do anything muchh . Haiis , speechless . Dad & Mum went to tohpayoh as dad wanna see doctor . Cause his leg painpain . They left , i wake up . Sitsit then went to dad & mum's bed sleep (: Hahaahhh , more comfortable . Slept till 12 , use mobile suft web then washupp and have my 'breakfast' . It was macdonald breakfast ! YumYum :D

Eat already , use comcom . He is online now . Ohhyeahh , talk about him , i keep have the thought that one day he'll meet me upp . I know its impossible , but i keep day dreaming about it . Haiis , just like what the pichaaa sayy , the bigger expectation , the biggest heartbreakk . Telling myself ' AdelineTanMeiXuan ! Wakeup ! He wont meet youhh , so stop thinking about it . It'll only hurt more , tear more . ' Haiis , really really stuck manxzc . Why did i fall for youh so much ? Whyy ? I really dont know . Youh already started to hate me already , why cant i just let go and start afreshh ? Haiis . Heartshatteredddddddd .

Okay readers , i guess , i shall not elaborate any further . Or else , tears will start to fall )': Stayy tuned to my blog & leave a tag before leaving alrights ? :D LoveYa !

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

HeyHey ! I'm back once again (: I know my blog is kinda dead nowadays , my apology ! Okay , i guess , its time to start my story now . :D

Today woke up at don't know what time . Hahah , forgotten :/ Ate breakfast then use com . Goshh , it was so boring ! I was rotting . Facebook have no notifications to click like last time , no one stalked . It was really bored , sucksucksuck ! After that , went to bathe & off to JalanKayu for dinner ((: Took bus 85 there . Arrived , went to eat roti prata ! Yummmyyyy ! :D Sister saw her old teacher which she have not seen for 2years . She gone hyper ! Keep laughing and say those ridiculous stuff . Feel like slapping her xD She keep make me laughhh . I laugh till damn freaking louddd . Gone hyperhyperhyper ! ((:

Took bus 85 . In the end , took wrong bus & went to yishun there . Hahah ! Me & sister was laughing like gile . Dad was complaining about mum . All we do is , laughh out loud ! xD Walked overheadbridge to the other side bus-stop & wait for bus 85 . Listen to songs before the bus come . Yeahhh , waited very long . In bus , no place sit , sat with a dont know what guy . HAHA ! Ermmm , he's not local , thats all i can describe . Lalala , saw a kinda handsome guy in the bus . xD Dont get the wrong idea , just admire him only (: Texted kendrick , as he told me to text . Arrived liao ,walked home , then used comcom .

I'm kena spam by a crazy guy name ; Andrew ! He spammed my name -.- I know he love it xD HAHA ! LawlsLawls . He is online now . But , i've no guts to talk to him . Cause , i dont know why . Maybe paiseh ? xD Now , dont know what to do . Ohhyeahhh , i've been finding new skin since yesterday . Goshh , find till 11plus . And i'm having headache yesterday . Damnnit ! I think , i should start to find now . Buhhbyee readers ! Iloveyouhhhhhh ! ♥

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm waiting for youhhhh ♥

WeyhhWeyhh ! Extra post for today .

Everything ended tragically . 7December10 , 8.28pm .

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: Everything ended .

WeyhhWeyhh ! Starting my story of the say now ! (:

Today wokeup at around 11plusplus . Went to washup --> switch on com --> breakfast --> surf net . Jessie called , went down to ice-pack there . Brought fruitpunch ice-pack & went home . Listen a few songs then went to bathe . After going in the toilet , my mind think of ' should i let go of him ? ' I saw him post on his beloved adik's wall . My thinking is only ' he loved his adik more than me . Hell yeahh , its right . Adik prettier than me alot . Same race as him , of course will choose her than me . ' Sibei saddd . Cried yesterday night , more than an hour . My pillow was really wet . Haiis .

After changing , walked out to take bus 85 with jessie & mum . Awhile , bus arrived . Sit there , viewing outside & chitchat . Haiis , i tried to forget thinking about him . But , i really can't . Toldchaa , everything reminds me of himm . I really don't know what to do . StuckStuckStuck ! Arrived at northpoint , went to library readread & off to Macdonald . Eat liao , went up shopshop & see the strawberry shortcake thingy . Lawls , saw that twice liao . Awhile , bus home . Camwhore inside the bus . Pichaa at facebook , view it yourself .

Came home , edit & uploaded . Just send jessie to icepack there not long , thought about that again . Goshh , this time i almost cried ! Haiis , dont know what to do nor say anymore . Yeah , i may get jealous . Just like what the pichaa i posted above said . Jealous because i reallyreally do love youh . But , did youh ever got jealous ? Do youh ever scared losing me ? If youh did , i can't feel a single bit . I really can't . Youh'll rather talk to your beloved adik then your stead . That answers my whole question ? I really wanna let go and start afresh . But youh know what ? My mind will starting thinking back of the sweet time we spent together . Warp arms around my shoulder , hug , hold hands , talk together , sit side by side . I miss those time real bad . I wanna it to be back ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I want back the old youh ♥

WeyhhWeyhhh ! Short post for todayy . Startstart now .

Woke up and on com while eating my breakfast . He online and told me he was at ibrahim house and hello . 2 sentence , awhile offline . And guess what ? That was the only conversation of the day . HeartShattered . No appetite for my breakfast , left it on the table and went to bathe and off to mall to find Jessie . Went there and wait fucking long so go buy cupwalker . Finished buying , she was walking towards me . Lawls , complaint to her and went to daiso .

Wanted to chat . In the end , we was shoo by the freaking person who was working in there . Damnit ! So wentt o jessie's house the playground . Realised bever bring storybook -.- Sitsit there , then her neighbour came down . Make friend with her . Well , she was rather cute or maybe is freaking ? (: Kind also lurh . Went her house outside , waiting for her to ask her permission to go Jessie's house. After that , went to Jessie's house to com . 2.40 like that went home . Played audi and facebooking . 4.40 like that send her down . Went to buy mocha with her then go icepack there to buy currypuff . Kicking water at each other and walked under the rain . Funn aye ? Then saw my mum's friend . Damnit , unlucky .

Came home , bathe . Cried in the toilet , out of mood . Thinking of him like hell man . Haiis , i cant feel his love anymore . Sad to the max alright ? He dosent seems to car about me but someone else . I really really heartbroken youh know ? I never wanted to say anything , but let it go . Youh know how many times have it been already ? Do youh really love me anot ? If yes , can youh really express it out to me ? I wanna feel back your love like the past . The guy that will text me , chat with me in facebook , inbox me in facebook , comment on my status . I want it back can ? Please , i dont want the new youh . Be back the old one can ? Ibegyouhhh ..

Lastly , thanks firzanah boyfriend to cheer me up . I appreciate it loads . At least , youh're there for me . Thanks alot . Iloveyouhhhhh ~ ♥

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I want back the old youh ♥

WeyhhWeyhh ! (: Its time for me to start now !

Yesterday was hurt by his words . He ask me to come back for teachers' day . After that i told him that i'll return on 4th january which is the first day of school . I still thought he'll be happy but he said ' fouhwhat? ' I guess , he really don't wanna see me thats why he said that . Haiis , maybe if i really turn up that day , i should try not let him see me so he'll feel happier . Plus , he can celebrate with someone for his/hers birthdayy & i wont come and disturbed themmmm ..

Today woke up at 1.40plus . I know its late . Cause i slept late last night at 1.30plusplus . Then , washup & have my 'lunch while using computer . After that , facebooking awhile , off to audi ! (: Played only awhile , it was disconnected -.- Damnit . So , off com and went to room to rest . All i can think and daydream of is only him , HIM . Dreamnt of him almost everynight , youh can imagine how much i miss him . Yeah , i meetup with him on saturday but , its not enoughhhh ! Blahblahblah . Texted him using my dad's phone but guess what ? He never reply . Went to ask ibrahim whether isit his prepaid low , he said dont know & he went to sentosa . So i thought he never see my text so never reply . Awhile , ibrahim pop me a chat in facebook that he replied his text . Goshh , tottally heartbroken . I'm the one who wanted to start a conversation with youh cause i really missed youh alot ! But , what did i get from youh ? Haiis , dont wish to talk about this anymore . Hurt more )':

He now inbox me , at least i'm glad . But i replied , he stopped replying already . Haiis , dont know what to say already . The pichaa above is really true . And thats what i wanna tell youhh . Say youhh love me when youh really mean it . Don't say it just to make me happy and toy me .. Alright , i think i should end here alreadyy . Bye guys !

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: Iloveyouhboy, with all my heart ♥

WeyhhWeyhhh ! I'mma backback :D Alright , its time to post !

Today , woke up at about 11 , estimated . See time still early , i went to sleep again . But , i just can't fall asleep . So , took out phone , replied those message i received yesterdayyy night . Then surf internet through my mobile & went to washuppp . Went out of room to eat my breakfast . Guess what ? It was korean cuisine . Goshhh , i see until i feel like vomit -.- Morning eat sucha heavy breakfast . So , ate a few mouth , take clothes , wait for sistaa to get out of the toilet and bathe ! (: AndAnd , i was running late . Meeting him at 12.10 . And when i just get in the toilet , it was already 12.02 . So went in toilet to message him to changed to 12.15 . But he said , 12.30 instead . He was busy . So , i said ' okayyyy , anything .

Went out of house , and the time was 12.31 . Ohhyeahh , i'm late . But when i went there , he is nowhere to be seen ! Texted him & he say he is coming and called me to wait . Didn't expect him to be later than me . Cause girls are always later then guy right ? Hahah . Around 12.40 , he came . He was wearing jacket & was shiveringgg . I bet , he's sick . So i asked him whether is he sick . He said yeah and say go other placee . So walkwalk , sat on the nearby bench/chair . Talktalk , and touched his face , he was really feverishh . Heartpain lurhh )': After that , Jessie texted me . She asked me where am i . Called her , she seems rather angry cause she must have waited for very long at mall . So , have to say goodbye to him . Haiis , sadsadd . He started walking back to his block , but i stopped him and gave him a hugg . But , it was really a short one . Haiis ):

Went seperate way , rushhhh to mall to find Jessie . Went there , she was sitting beside the macdonald thingyyy . Lawls , she was wearing her new specs . I should say , its nicee ! Hahah . I wanna a new specs too , i'mma envy her . HAHA ! Went in subway , cause she said she wanna eat . In the end , she chose KFC insteadd . She took takeaway & went to buy her barley which her grandma ask her to then set off back to her home . Greeted her gandma before went in to her house . Alright , frankly , i'm scared of her dogg . Cause i heard her say her dog is fierce & will bite . But in the end , after i went in , it was a friendly little dogg . He keep licking my legg . Lawls , itchy lurhh . After that , it went out of the room . About to leave , i call jessie to call her dog come in . And she told me that her dog have heartattackk . Goshh , its really pathetic . I did take a few pichaas of it at my phone but now it was sent to repair )':

Went off to take LRT . Guess what ? We took the wrong train . Get off at Rumbia and took another one . Lawls , actually , the previous train can take us to compass , its just that , more stationnn . Took another LRT and went to compass . Dad called and call me to meet them at MRT there . So went down there . Me and jessie took different 'transport' . She went to take stairs , i went to take escalator ! Hahah ! Lalala ~ Texting him at train (: LawlsLawls . After that , alight at harboufront station and went to Vivo to send my phoen to repair . Awww phone , imissyouh ! ): Cannot text him for 5days , goshh , will die mannnn ! After that , ask Jessie to helped me text him to say that my phone went to repair but she said dont want . Yeahh , i'mma angry and show her faces . But awhile , i'm alright & we're together againnn . Went to GoldenVillge for tickets , RapunzalTangledTale . After that , went to foodcourt to eat (:

I was gawdd damn hungry . Cause i didnt eat much for breakfastt . But after eating , i'mma fulll ! (: Took out tickets , and saw it was not rapunzal but harypotter ! Went to find that fucking guy to change , in the end he said that was already sold out . Wtf ?! Before that he still say have seats . I really wanna slap him siahh . Give me those freaking faces . Walao , sibei not responsible for his work siol ! Damn . Then Aaron called alvin to check whether AMK hubb have any available seats for that show . And luckily , have ! (: WooHoo ! Went to take MRT to Angmokio . Sat beside aaron . He shared earpiece with me . And it was freaking loud , my eardrum bursting ! -.- Then he let me see some hilarious video and switch on run devil run . But he keep switching on those extra sound until the song keep pausing . Freak youh man ! Then went off to AMK hub . Brough tickets for 7.25 (:

Went in to the NeboClub for some fries and drink . Hahah , have lots of fun there . But , it was cold . I'mma freazinggggggg ! Later went in to the arcade see see then went in to theatre and watch rapunzal ! Woots ! It was freaking nice and touching . I cried and aaron laugh at me -.- Damn him manzxc ! But he really is a good cousin , he said he will bring me watch other movies when its released ! Wheeeeeeee ~ Iloveyouhhcousin ! Now , just cam back not long agoo . Gonna end post liao , cause i bet , some will faint to see so muchhh paragraphhh ! Hahah , nightsnights all ! Loveya ! AndAnd , i want to tell him that i'll meet him soon ! :D Also , i'm sorry if i can't have the same specs like youh want ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: Iloveyouhboy, with all my heart ♥

WeyhhWeyhhh ! (: I'mma back to post , sit back & read ! :D

Yesterday was the worst day man ! I can't fall asleep because i felt very uncomfortable in my tummy . Felt like vomiting . Went in to the toilet at 1plus , but can't vomit out . So , went back to bed . Around 2 , went in the toilet again . And this time , i vomited reallyreally badly . After vomiting , thought i'm alright already . So went to bed and sleep . Awhile at 3 , i wanted to vomit again . Rushed in to toilet and vomited . This time round , felt better and went to bed . Again at around 4 , i wanted to vomit and went in to toilet . Goshh , that was the worst vomit man ! I've already vomit out everything in my tummy ! Went to sleep till the morning ..

Wokeupp , felt better . Use phone to online facebook . Later , washupp and mama ask me to eat porridge . Dont feel like eating , but i've to eat . So eat a few spoonful , i pass it over to mama . Then played audition and blahhhhhhh ~ Just now he texted me . And indeed , i'm happy . But still , sad . I've texted him yesterday night and he replied now . I really dont get it . Is it texting me so hard ? A waste of your time ? Haiis . Just now said will text me back , waited till now , none received . Haiis , i dont know what to say alreadyyy . I give up , i really give up . Suit youhhhh whether youh wanna text me not ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

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I'm a girl who is totally in love with him.
I'm a typical girl who can be really nasty .
I love dancing (L)
Thats me (: