Weyhhh guys ! I'm back againnnn ! Teehee ! (: I'm hyper now , cause of farhannnnn ! AlrightAlright , startstart nowwwww :D

Today , woke up at 7.57am . Cause of my sister & mother . Gawdd , talk so loudly and i cant sleep ! So i woke upp , then watch telelvision with mama . Then later , i sleep back until 1pm . After that , house phone rang . Mama pick up and said it was from the office . She said the clark called her to submit the option form today . So , i called jessie cause we've already planned to submit todayyy . After that , washup --> lunch --> bathe --> off to school (: Meet Jessie under my block . She went to lab to submit cause she have no parents or guardian accompany her . Me and my mum was at the foir . After submiting it , mother requested to go mac . So we all went there ..

Ordered our food and sat near the window place . Talktalk and eateat . Later , jessie pointed outside the window and i kaypohh and look . I saw khairul and he was botakkkkk ! Goshh , i almost choked on my fries . Me and jessie laughed like mad siahhh . Then he went in and buy drink and went off . Mama asked jessie whether later 5pm wanna go compass not , then jessie said okay . After that , me and jessie went off to her house to change . Walked long cut & laugh like hell . Hyper mood on larhh weyhh (: Reaching her house , i keep ask her whether can i not enter her house ? Cause i'm scared of her doggg ! I scared it bite xD Hahah , in the end , reach already , her dog was bathing , so we went in quickly .

Greeted her grandma then went to her room . Switch on com and we played audi together . Goshh , it was funn . But , my reaction slow arhh , then keep miss . HAHAHA ! She see me until flared up . Funfun lorhh . Then 4.30 , she changed and we went off . I keep walking the wrong wayy , too dumbb ! xD Then went icepack there , saw asyurah and her sisters . Jessie went to borrow one of her sister bike and cycle awhile then went homee . Jessie helped me download audi then i went to bathe . After that , off to compass . Goshh , we was screaming like hell man ! The floor was totally flooded with water ! ScreamScreamScream ! Then later , 2 indian guys was running past us and they purposely scream . HAHAH ! Funny siahh . Walked over to the overhead-bridge . The floor there was even more flooded ! In the end , we both played with the water . HAHAHAHAH ! Funnnnn (:

My pants was wet , all thanks to jessie & my leg (: HAHAH ! Played psp awhile then board the bus . Awhile , reached compass . Went to my cousin shop to download my DS game . Saw lanjiao there ! Disturb him . Funfun ((: Never seen him for so long already , so disturb him . HAHAH ! Went to eat & off to popular . Browse through the secondary1 assesment books and i almost fainted mannnnnn ! Those sums and question was toughhh . Bus home , then immediately use com . Didn't switch it off cause downloading audi . Then posted on facebook to let my friends be preparedddd ! Nastasha almost fainted ! HAHAH ! I'mma sorry honeyyyy . ((: Now currently chated with farhan & kechyck ! Getting hyper soon . Bye guys (: Ohhyahh , he did talk to me at facebook chat . But only a few lines ): But , i'm contented !

To tween : I'm really sorry lurh . I didn't mean anything . Not i really dont want to go out with youh . Is my parents wont let me go . Me and jessie only went to compass / plaza / mall , and indeed , it was near . So my parents both agreed to let me go out with her . I didn't have any intention at all . But if youh really wanna think that way , i really dont know what to say alreadyyyy ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm really a trouble-maker ♥

HeyGuyys ! I'mma back to post againn . I may not post that often like what i do during on the past . Cause , is either i'm lazy or i've no mood (: But , i promise , i won't make my blog dead . I'll at least make it alive somehow ! Teehee ! :D Let's all start nowwwwwww ~

Today , i woke up at 12.58pm . Okay larh , its not really late . Wokeup --> replied text --> enter facebook through mobile --> washhup --> commmm --> 'breakfast' ! Have a good and nice chat with @Muhammad I'zzroy ! Funfun , he made me hyper larhhh . xD Ohhyeahh , he became my abang today (: Woots ~ BlahhBlahhh . Never talk to him today . Haiis , sad larhh weyhhh ): I'll wait for his text or pop out chat at facebook . Hope , he'll at least talk to me .

Having a bad headach-e now . Gawddd , needa a panadol larhhh ! Haiis , okay larh . Have nothing muchh todayy . Bye guys ! Loveya ! ♥

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm really a trouble-maker ♥

Labels: I'm really a trouble-maker ♥

HeyGuys ! I'm back againn . My apology to my blog readers for not posting for a few days . I'm both lazy & out of mood okayy ? Let's start (:


Yesterday , abang (K) told me that he was disappointed in me . But i really dont know what cause he never say anything . And he said , he dosent want to speak to me anymore . HeartShattered

Today , jessie came my house . Chat only then she went backk . Send her down , but went vanding machine to buy my NescafeMocha first ((: Then send to traffic light and walked home passing 124b . 2uncles was sitting under the block there & was staring at both us when we walked to across the road . Scaryyy lurhh xD Went home , he message me and say that he saw me & was walking behind me . Lawls , never call me -.- After that , started the topic of bangalas (: HAHAH ! Enjoyed loads . Then he went to play sudden attack & i chat with tween & others . FunFun , turn hyper until i saw that thingy . Haiis , thanks man ! Alright , dont wish to elaborate any further , bye guys .


To my abang : Yeahh boy , youh've broke my heart . Thanks loads okayy ? I didnt expect this would happened . Cant we just be siblings rather than enemies ? Ignoring me really can solve everything ? Haiis , i really dont know what to sayy anymore . Suits youhhh ..

Labels: Your mine again babyy ♥

HeyGuys ! I've alot to post today man ! I'll garentee , this'll be a fucking long post alright ? Hahah , okayokay . Let's start ! :D

Today morning , went school as usual . Just that we changed our appearance by changing bags (: At first , nana took my bag then pass hers to naadira & naadira to me . But i dont like naadira's bag ! So i wanna exchange but no one willing ): HAHA ! Then naadira change with me . ThanksThanks . Went to parade square for assembly & went back class . Until 8.30 , MrDerek went to dont know where then MrsTan came in to relief . After that , MrsTan called danish they all go parrell class dont know do what , me & audrey followed xD Went there kaypohhh . In the end , we helping MrsTan clear her stuff . I go see the consent form & saw his . HAHAH ! StalkStalk him . Kiddingg ~

Awhile , Firzanah came , ibrahim they all was shoo out by MrsTan . After packing , audrey went back class . Left me & nana . TalkTalk there then RJ & kathik joined us . Play at there . HAHA ! Funn siahhh . We stay there until 9.30am , MrsTan shoo us back class . Went back , MrsTan scold us and ask us to rearrange properly . -.- Stayed at class till recess . Recess nothing muchhh . BlahBlah ~ At class , use phone and take pichaa in front of the relief teacher . xD Then nothing muchhh . 12pm , went hall for reahearsal . Funfun ? Alot of teacher say my fringe . What the fcuk ?! Mrs beins still say my fringe in front of alot of people manxzc ! Freaking malu okay !

Then dismiss . MsOng ask me whether about the orientation stuff . Then i haveng sign form . HAHA ! DeadMeat . She asked me text her tonight . Lawls ? Went canteen , saw sharifah . She cried freaking badly siahh . Comfort her then later , sit down . Lie down on nana's shoulder . Hahahh . Then danish they all keep push him to me . And squeeze us . What the -.- Then awhile , saw nast they all at canteen the gate there . I walked under the rain and talktalk with them . Went back , brought drinks then decided to walk under the rain . Sqautted there with nurynyyy . Then later i started cryingg . Then everyone came . Lawls ? Awhile , i'mma alright already . They all pull me stand then awhile , leg crampp . He keep pull me go up hall ..

Told him i leg cramp , he pull until i from chair down to floor . Rest awhile , okay alreadyyy . Stood up , he say i lie -.- Then i told him i okay lurhh . He pull me sit down . Then ask ibrahim & nuryny go upp . After that , he pull my hand walk another way . talktalk with me lurhh . Put his hand around my shoulder then say that he miss me & other stuff . Sweet ehh ? :D Asked him topup he say no time because playplay sudden attack & buy @cashh . No good arhh him . HAHAH ! Kidding . Then walkwalk till hall . Everybody tease us . What the -.-''' Then sat with nana at front & blahhhhh ~ Then 3 , went homee . Tlaktalk with my dearest adiks & hughug them before go . Walk down , someone make the freaking kissing sound . Look up , saw that mushrooom . Lawls ! Waited for themmm .

Then they walk in front , we walked behinddd . Fatin went back school . So left only me , nana & linda ! Went buy ice-pack . Walked the same way as themmmm . Then when walking , mushrrom walked behindd . Then he was playing with water . I told himm : Mushroom ! I curse youh fall down man ! Then he lift up his leg and act like falling downn . HAHAH ! Funny siol . Then nana went to buy her currypuff , me and linda accompany her . Then awhile , we went up buy ice-pack . Walked up , they was coming downn . mushroom walking first . I keep stare at him until he keep walking behind . xD then they walkwalk , he was theree . He pushed & hughug me . Awwww , iloveit (: I want another one okay ? xD

Went buy then homeee . Then blahhhh ~ 4plus , switch on computer . Chatchat with eye-ball & inbox himmm . I'll give him a hug on thursday ! HAHA ! Nothing muchh nowww . Daddy switch off my com siahhh ! FUCK LARHHH ! CB ! Hate my life larhh . Arghh ! Dont wanna blog liaoo , byebye . NightsNights all . Just one thing , iloveyouhhboy ! Those hugs :D

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The sisteenth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back oncee againnn . Let's begin nowww okay ? (:

Morning , when walking to the lift , heard my name announce on stage . Shocked ? Then take lift downn & asked to go to school . Cause i don't even know what the hell happening . Go in hall , sit downnnn . Saw him & his bunch of friends walking my class there corridoor . I don't dare look at him & immediately look awayy . Then later , my name is announce on stage againn -.- I scaredscared , went down wanna go homeeee :P Went down , li say no where to go liaoo . So went toilet slack lorhhhhh . Awhile , li say go upp lurhhh . Since only take prize onlyy . After that , went uppp . Saw haziq , nast & RJ . Stand with them . Awhile , abang came . Ask him put bag then comeeee . Sit sit at the corner of hall ( in front of 6.4 ) , to prevent we needa go stage ((: Then MsOng , talktalk with us . She funny siahhh .

Awhile , Haziq & Abang was called up on stage . Only me . Lonely ~ Later , MsOng , ask me to stand uppp . I say : What ? She scold me for the way the sit . Take paper hit me somemore , but funny larhh . She scold while laughing . HAHA ! Then went backk class , MsOng also come over . She asked me pin up my fringe . I say : Walaooo cher ! Can youh catching me ? She reply : But i talk , i needa look at youh what . I say : Then i cover myself . HAHA ! She laugh immediately :D Then got rehearsal . Fun lurhh . When the teacher ask for the female lead singer . Heikal , danish , rj & khairul ask me go up . Wtf ! Luckyy , no teacher heard or i'll die ! Hahah , lawls ~ After that , nothing muchhhh . After school , slackslack at canteen . Saw him walking pass the drink stall . Awhile , he disappeared ): Went homee .

Ibrahim say teacher at plaza kfc . Ask me find them . So i go lorhh . Walking to mac , him and his friends entering mac . Dont dare go in so ask wenli come out . Then went in , talktalk . Later him and his friends standing at the window thereee . He ask me go out , i ask him come in . HAHA ! Then awhile , he came in . Danish they all keep push him to my chair -.- Then later , he really sad in the same chair as me . After that , he talktalk with me lurhh . I'mma happy indeed ^^ Later , naadira went to sit another place . I move in , cause squeezy larhh there . Then he sit on the chair beside me . Then we play with paper . HAHA ! I was busying tearing it . Lawls ~ Then when we going out , he still sitting . he sit , i cant move out . So i tap him , ask him move out . He tell wenli : See she so fierceeee . HAHA ! Cute larhh him . Then later , he went out . Danish blockblock wayyy .

He see me behind , push danish forward . Went out , he still standing beside me and say quite a number of stuff . Funny lurhh him . Cute also ! HAHA ! Later , dont know what happened , ibrahim started chasing him . They run super fast & across the road ! Laugh like madd . Then went school , talktalk & ice-pack & homeee . Slept & com . Mum & dad came backk & blahh . Discussed about water bashh just now . Mother keep scold me .Wtf siahhhh . I dont wanna quarrel she keep scold . FML larhh ! I've enough ! Arghh , no mood noww . Byee ..

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The fifthteen leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma here to post againn . Let's not waste time & start noww . :D

Today i woke up at 12 , estimated . Went for washupp --> 'breakfast' --> ComCom ! Playplay , and blahhh ~ Haiis , i'mma kinda sad todayy ? He never even text me , not only one . Online also never talk to me . Awwww , i really very sadd . Around 5plus , i switched off computer & went in my room . Lying on my bed , i started crying as his favourite songs played in my phonnee . 'CaliforniaGirls' & 'USmileISmile' . Goshh , i cried like hell . Mind keep replaying those happy time we spent together . Those sweet stuff youh said to me . Those hug youh givennn ..

Alright , honestly , i miss those times , those jokes , those sweet stuff & lastly , those huggs . I really want that , can i ? Haiis . I know its impossible larhh . That'll only happened in my day-dreammm ~ Imissyouhdeeplyy . How i wish , time can rewind . Bring me back to those timeee . :( Now , my only hope is youh'll approach me tomorrow . Heart painpain lurhhh . Okay larhh , dont wanna elaborate any further , if not , there'll be 'fountain' againnnn . NightsNights all ♥

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The fourteenth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back to blog againn . Alright , let's start my story nowww (:

Today woke up at 11plus , i thinkk . Lazy to wakeup so lie down and checkcheck my phone . I saw my phone written 'anniversay' . And yes , today is our three months together . But , it isn't for nowww . Of course , i'm really heartbroken . But , what can i do ? Over already over , no point already so i guess , i've to move onn . He texted me , i replied . Waited kinda long , he replied . After that , no more . At 1plus , then he started to reply & we texted . A few , no more AGAIN . But , it didn't bother me . I just think that he is taking a napp .

I use com , cousins and aunt all came . Talktalk until 4plus , went to bathe & then off to Plaza for dinner . Waited for text , but none . Until i went home with korkor & jiejie , my phone rang and he told me that he was busy from just now till noww . And said he'll text me later . I understand , so i told him okayys . I online , saw him online MSN . Thought that he'll talk to me , but he didn't . Awhile then offline . Was thinking whether was it a lie or someone just used his account ? Haiis , i really don't know . I really miss him like hell noww , really . I just can't stop thinking about him . Boyy , text me now please ! Imissyouhhhh ~

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The thirteenth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back for don't know how many time(s) . Hahah (: Hmm , this really is a fucking long post . Bare with it okays ? Heee , startstart !

Today morning , i overslept . 7am then finish bathing . Quickly tie hair & rushh downn . SlackSlack , went school . After assembly , went to steadfast6 for the talktalk . Goshh , its steadfast6 classroom ! Know whose class ? HAHA ! Lawls ~ Then the talk was freaking hilarious & i laugh like hell . The first trainer teach us how to shake hand firmly . I kena , then i was like gila girl . From the start laugh till the end . She said i'm very nervous as i give her a nervous smile . HAHA ! I guess , i'm nervous . Second trainer teach table manners. She was good & pretty ! She asked whole class what knife is that & she gave us a hint : It starts with 'o' . I immediately scream : OBAMA ! Hahah ! Whole class laugh like mad after they heart this xD

Then after the talk , went to take bus to OrchardION . When i'm sitting at my sit , i think i saw him and mushroom walk past the general office . Then he replied my message and only 2 ): SadSad . Then went to swensen , wahh shoik ! Sat with , wenli , danish , rj , ibrahim , kathik , nuryny , naadira & nana . Goshh , its so funnn ! First dish was the mushroom soup . Rj talktalk something funny , i spit our the soup on part of the table ! HAHA ! He kind lurhh , help me cleanclean :D Then the chicken cutlet , yummm ! Difficult to cut lurhh , freaking hard . Eat a little , rest pass to rj ! HAHA ! Then later , ice creammm . Rj started putting thechocolate ice-cream in the coke . Hahah , then we all follow . Nuryny the badbad girl keep putting alot of ice cream in my coke. Until it taste so freaking chocolaty . RJ help me finish everything .

After that , went to take the bus . Off back to school , then sit at canteen slack awhile . Nana go home with me . She was freaking scared of my laobuhh . HAHA ! Then went home , my mother scream at me , i scream back . I really cannot tahan already . Then eat a little , i went out of the house , went to school hall slackslack and play . DanialNurhakim join us . FunFun , i enjoyedd . Then home --> sleep ! :D Wokeup , texttext & then dinner --> bathe & com ! My daily routine ! Then blahblah . Jiejie come back , buy the liese shampoo . Awhile , she ask me help . Gawdd , the smell is freaking terribile . Finish , wait for the time to wash her hair . The shampoo is nice ((: My hand smell is freaking nice okay ! :D Then now , finish lurhh .

Daddy & mummy keep scolding me . What the hell . I really hate my life larh ! I only love my sistaaaa ! (: HAHA ! Lawls ~ Texting him now . Gotta go , byebye ! LoveYa ! Stay tuned for tomorrow post . NightsNights .

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The twelve day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! FuckingBitchh is back once againnn :D Let's start my story now alrights ?

Today wokeup at about 12plus , estimated . Then checkcheck phone for sms & i've 5 -.- 2 from mushroom , 1 from him , and a few forgotten . Replied all . Hand tiredtired . Hahah ! :) Went to washup , switch on computer & then have my 'breakfast' ! Playplay computer until 2.30 , joanne jiejie came to my house . After that went to bathe & then went out to bakau to meet Jessie .

Meet her , went to take lrt & off to macdonald ((: When i reached there , how i wish i could see him somewhere . Cause i know he is at compass , with my abang ( danishh ) . But too badd , didn't see him anywhere . But , he told me he was at pizzahut . Awwww , i envy larhh . It's been so long i didn't eat that ): He requested to treat me , but i dont want urhhs . Dont want let him waste moneyyyyy . ShopShop , went to watson as jiejie wanna buy makeup stuff --> mini toons shopshop & take pichaas with some little soft toys . Wanna see? Go my facebook ! :D

After that , went to my cousin's game shopp . Goshh , saw lots of my friends there . Shocked urhhs . Went in , told korkor to blanja me one drink at his shopp . He did (: Hahah , generous larhh ehh ? ThanksThanks ! :D SlackSlack there with jessie , then went home by walkinggg . Jessie tricked me going to the wrong direction -.- What the hell , youh watchout okayys ! When i memorise how to walk home , youh're DEAD meat ! xD Walking halfway home , jiejie say wanna eat curry puff . So brought her go ice-pack there buyy .

Then , went home . Play her itouch , texttext & dinner at around 8pluss . After dinner , went to use com . Facebooking and talktalk with himmm . Wanna know what we talk about ? We talk about yesterday our conversation of bangala(s) ! Hahah ! Nice horhh ? Then awhile , he offline ): Text him also no reply . Haiis , sad until like siaoo . Then when seeing the time , i saw the date . 11November . It should be our anniversary for our 3months . But , it already ended ... Heart freaking pain urhhhs . ): Ohhyahh , he did text me about someone .. Just wanna tell that someone : If youh really love me , hold on to me . If dont love , just let go of me alrights ? I want to be loved , not for other rubbish intention . Please !

Now , gonna offline lurhhs . Daddy rushing me like hell . Ohhyahh , one more thing . Tomorrow we're heading to Orchard ION 's swensens to learn the fucking table manners . Okay larh , i admit , i'm rather week at cutting . Cause i'm freaking lazy and my hands are weak . xD Hope i dont embarress myself tomorrow . Alright , gotta go ! Byebye ! Hope to see him come school tomorroww ..

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The eleventh day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back againn . Sorry for not posting for yesterday . I'mma freaking lazy & tired urhhs . My apology to my daily reader . Hmm , today , my beloved jiejie birthday . Here to wish her to enjoy her day & stay healthy & pretty yeahh ? :D Iloveyouhh ! ♥

Alright , let's us begin with my school life okayys ? Hmm , today morning , i purposely go late to school with nana . Lazy urhhs . Don't feel like going also . Hahah , i know i'mma bad student :X After that , sit down to class & listen to the boring announcement . After that , p6 was kena stay back awhile at hall just because the twacher is taking the attendence for the workshop thingyyy . Wth ? Then saw him & my mushroom teacher ! They didn't attend the workshop so they were in MrLim's classs . Which is just in front of minee . (:

Can have a clearer view ? HAHA ! Lawls ~ Me & nana keep persuade teacher let us go down perade square see the primary4 captainball competition . In the end , teacher let us . Happy ! Then listen half way , me & nana walked away & i still said byebye to teacher loudly . But he stopped us , say he havent finish his announcement . WhatTheHell . Then after that , went down . Watch nizran & danial they all playy . Funny . Then when i looked up , i saw him . Woots ! Then watchwatch , go upp . Play awhile with p5 & we lost . ShyShy ! Hahah ! Lawls . Went IT lesson for the video thingy & to recess & blahhhhh .

MotherTongue class that time , me , wenli & jessie went to staff room find MrDarrenNg ! Awhile , saw him climbing his stairs . Scream like madd . HAHAH ! He was rather shocked . Then he brought us to the library . While walking up the stairs , i saw him & mushroom againnn . I wanna talk to him , but no words came out . Went to class call people come in library , then go in playplay hide and seek until teacher laugh like madd . HAHAH ! Sibei funn . After school , finally he talk to me ! Awww , happy ? :D Then chatchat , he started getting closer . ^^

When Huzaifah isnt aware , i pull his pants . But too bad , it never drop downn . SadSad . HAHAH ! He was sibei shocked that i'm daring ? :D Then went home for lunch & went back school for project . In the end , do halfway , we go dance . HAHAH ! Lawls ~ Meet joanne jiejie outside gate c then go buy ice pack & curry puff and homeeee ..

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The tenth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back once againnn ! StartStart :)

Today , me , khairul , wenli , naadira & kathik was all late for school ! Hahah , we all blame it on khairul . xD Then the freaking prefect call us write name . Guess who was the one who write whole of our name ? Its me ! :D HAHAH ! My handwritting sucks , i admit . Cause i anyhow write . Heck care urhhs , late niahhh . After that , got PE ! Challenge honesty6 . Seriously , i really dont know who winn . My job is to catch ball , nothing else yeahh ? ^.^

After PE , forget what & blahhhhh ~ When having the graduation singing thingyyyy , khairul keep staring at me and laugh . Freaking pekcek . What so funny about me ?! Mama larhh him . xD Opps , sowwie for saying suchaa english . My english fail one . Always kena scold by teacher for speaking those type of english . HAHAH ! *ShyShy* Then after school , have my lunchh and play captainball . Was freaking annoyed by ibrahim & danish they all . Then train till 4plus , home . Saw lots of malay boys , mind was like thinking : Is there anyone is himmmm ?

But i cant see a single person's face , so i just walk mine . After that , mama sitting at table there . She told me saw my school derhh malay guys . That means is him ! Ohhgoshh , how i wish my mum was not there ): Went home , rest , play DS . And i did something i should not and that is , cryyyy . I thought of him and those past happy memories . Haiis , i really need youh larhhh ! I in need a hughug from youhhhh badlyyyyy ! )': Went bathe , dinner . Then computer from 6 till nowww . Wooooohoooo ~ Have a little fight with tween just now , but we're alright noww .

Tomorrow got competition ! Aiseehhh , kindness6 ! All the best alrights ? Although there're lots of stuff happened , but forget everything please ! :D Jiayouhhhh ! ♥

To tweenie : Sowwie ! Cause i've not feeling good and youh said youh wanna backup . Excuse me for those stuff yeahh ? I really hope youh'll turn up tomorrow . Okayys ? Iloveyouhhh ! ♥

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The eighth days leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'm sorry for not posting yesterday because i'm freaking lazy . HAHAH , paisehpaisehh . But seriously , nothing muchh yesterday . Chatchat with him & he is freaking cute larhhh . Iloveyouhhh ! ♥ Okayokay , let's start !

Today , wokeup at 12plus . Don't say its late cause i've wakeup later than that , so , its counted as early ! Hahah xD Then have my washupp , switch on computer and have my brekafast/lunchh (: Yummyumm ! Eat halfwayy , godmother camee. Talktalk while & then i continue my com . Now currently chatting with IbrahimAbang , WenliTweeniee , DanishAbangg ! :D FunFun yeahh . I've been laughing like hell . Cause danish keep call me kick people's ass . HAHAH !

Lawl siahh him . Then when chatting with ibrahim they all , they got talk about his scream . I started recalling backk , i smiled . Hahah , aww , youh're freaking cute babyy . Ohhyahh , tomorrow have captainball competition . I'm really excited about it ! Woohooo , this is the time we show our true colours to the other classes . This years captainball competition , belongs to kindness6 ! KindnessKindnessFightFightFight ! :D

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The seventh day leaving without youhh ♥

Labels: The fifth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back ! I never post for 1day right ? Then now i'll post two post (: One is yesterday , another one is today . Okays ? Start Now ! :D

Yesterday :

Went to school , and waited for graduation reahersal ! Then practiced for 2hours siol . Freaking exhausted . When singing , i'm yawning . HAHAH ! MsSharifah keep looking at me , but i dont bother her . Who care siol ? Then recess , me and nana sitting beside each other , facing the stalls . Putra , khairul , Farhan they all came . He asked me some question that make me paiseh . Lawls ? Then he so called , 'hug' my head . (: Then blahhh . After school , me and nuryny went to gate c find my mama . Tell her i wanna stayback for captain ball ! :D Then khairul was walking behind me , playing my hair -.- I know youh jealous of my long hair ! xD

Then find my mama lurhh , went to canteen for my lunchhh ! Brought my drink , saw him standing at the water cooler there . Dont dare to approach him , so i walk another direction . Still thought he'll approach me , i'mma dumb enough to think that . He went off . Then later when we going up hall , he appeared again . But he just walk past me , without looking . Haiis . Then practice by competing with primary5 and then go buy icepack then went home .

After that , freaking tired , i fall asleep . Was waken by my mama . Then went to eat my dinner , and went to bathe , comb my hair and then , off with korkor , to AMK hub . Then bought tickets for movie ( MegaMind ) & tibits , popcorns , went in for the movie . The movie was like so fuckin nice and funny . Iloveit ! Then i kept waiting for his text , but none . Haiis . Then after show , went to eat , but i didnt . Super full because eat too much popcorn . xD Went home , i'mma hungry . Hahah ! Mama cooked maggie ! Yummy ! Then rest awhile , washup , went to sleep (:

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The fourth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back againn . Today , teacher never come . MrsLeong take over us from 7.30-9.30 . She brought us to PE from 8plus - 10am ! WooHoo , sibei shoik . Compete with 2class , funfun . We wonnn ! :D Went for recess and then have the grauduation reahersal . Fun siol ! But super smelly xD Danish , Ibrahim , Shayan & Rj , super funny & irritating ! Haha xD Hope they won't see my blog ! Or else i'm really DEAD !

After that , have mother tongue . Then later went to canteen for lunchh . Naadira accidentaly poor F&N grape drink on me. Ohhgoshh , went to toilet for a washup . I smell so 'sweet' . HAHAH ! Sawed him buying drinks , i think , he ignored me . Sad siol )': Then went up for captainball training . Sibei fun , i scored ! Ibrahim ! Bleuk ! :P Ahwhile , MrsKarenGoh asked us to go back AGAIN ! Then i just sit there , until she walk nearer to me , i go wear my shoe .

Then later dont know who say MrsTan say cancel the competition for captain ball tomorrow . We all was like : Walaoo ! Chibai ! Where got like that one siahh ? And other more complains (: Then i suggest we all to find MrKek ! HAHA ! Then went down that time , saw MrsTan , she said it was postponed after deepavali . I told her : Cher ! Youh sure arhh m postponed arhh . PP horhh , if not , each of us 100bucks ! xD She was like , okayokay . Then we left . (:

Slack around at gateC , then went to buy icepack . Slack around there , then saw policecar , we went off . HAHA ! Then received a text from him to patch ! Freaking happy ? xD But because of something , cannot . WaitWait , please wait ! I'll accept it ! For sure ! (: Just now talking with him , he sibei funny siol . Keep choi here choi there . Cute siahh him . Aww , iloveyouh ! ♥ Wait for me okays ? :D

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The third day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back againn . Let me start now alright ? :) Today , i was late for school because of waking upp late & so call quarreling with wenli by texting . We started it last night 11pm plusplus . Thenn nothing much happened during the morning until after recess . Whole of the p6s are practicing our graduation songs . Then Khairul , Nabeel , Farhan & Asyraf was on stage . Called up by MrKek . Ohhgawdd , it was hilarious ! Hahah , i laugh till loike mad . Then khairul sang quite a number of solo . Hahah , brave ehh ? xD FunnyFunny .

Actually , i'm always looking for someone . But , i never see him since the morning . After recess then i was aware that he was absent from school . Sighh , can i just say that i miss him lots although we're not related anymore ? Haiis . He just cant stop appearring in my mind ! ): After school , went to canteen and slack with : @Hafsah , @Firzanah & @Heikal ! Awhile went up hall . Saw : @Kenneth , @Dini , @kathik , @fadhli & @nabeel playing captain ball . Then we all joined them . Got talk with kenneth , we okay lurhhs . Enjoyed ourself lots ! WoooHoooo ! :D

I'm the captain , then i Dini cant defend the ball and i got the ball . He was freaking pekcek and said : Ehh , when youh become so tall ?! I never say anything but just laugh & teased him . *evil laughs* . Then MrsKarenGoh walked past and ask us to go back -.- What the hell ehh ? But of course , we didn't . We slackslack around canteen . Then chatchat awhile, went to buy icepack together then , i went home . Kenneth they all went to took bus home .

Came back , use computer . Then i kept looking at someone's profile . Then later , i keep on viewing it . Haiis . After that , i use my phone and started viewing his pichaa(s) in my phonee . Ohhgoshh , i really miss him . I want him ! But thinking back , he isnt mine anymore plus , we're not related. Wanted to delete, but i really cant bare to ): Then later he inbox me at facebook . Then we talk awhile , then he asked me to apologised to my 'tween' . I dont think its possible . I really have a different view of her alreadyy . Everything blame me ? Haiis , i just hope youh do have feelings for me .

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The second day i'm leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuyys , this is the second post for today okays ? He inbox me at facebook just now . I'm hurt by everything he say . I really cant stop thinking of him ! Whatever things i see , different memories will keep replaying in my head . How ?! Tears just cant stopped dripping downn . 'AdelineAdeline ! STOP IT ! Youh can forget him ! I know youh can ! Stopped wasting your tears ! He dosent even bothers , wasted right ?! No matter what youh do and say , he wont bother . Let go , learnt to let go okays ? Although leaving a unfaded scar , ignore it . Move one , learnt from your mistake(s) ! ' I've been telling myself that again and again , but nothing seems to work . KILL ME ! RIGHT NOW ! Haiis .

No one know how much youh means to me . How i wish its so easy to let go . To me , its just a simple phrase , but it is difficult to do it ? Haiis . Its tough , really toughh . He is the only guy that i cherished the most . Why must like that treat me ? I really dont understandd . I've hurt enough . I seriously have . Ohhgawdd , head spinning like hell . HELPPPPPPPPPPP ! Shit ! Gonna cry againn . Agrhh . Gotta go , byeee .

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The first day i'm leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back againn . Let's begin now . Today was seriously the worst day ever . I really regretted for turning up for school . Morning , nothing much really happened until recess time . Khairul went towards me and said : Ehh , he say youhh broke with him. I shook my head . Then he say : But he just now tell me your both break already . I just say i dont know a single thing . After that , he called farhan come , and he also say the same thingg . I was really shocked alright ? Then khairul very happy then ask me accept his ______ . I keep saying i dont know . He a little pekcek & annoyed , then keep saying about the betting stuff . Haiis , i really dont know alrights ? Everything just came in a sudden ..

I guess wenli they all already know and they was talking with putra they all and laughing freaking loudly . Can i just say that i really felt very hurt ? No one came and comfort me but they just laughed . I'm really sad , heart really brokenn . I acted like i'm alright , but awhile , i cant take it anymore . I almost cried out , but i forced myself not to . Awhile , Raiffanah , nast , nana . hfasah , audrey and others came forward and asked me am i alright . Awww , i love your ! Your really cared about me alot ♥ Then when having non-call period , went to firzanah and talktalk . After that audrey joined in and we also talk . Talk until we cry so we went to the toilet . Suddenly Jessie came in and told us teacher ask us to go backk .

I guess she overheard everything ? Alahh , hack care ! Stayed back with : @Audrey , @Nana , @hafsah (: FunFun . Went to buy icepack first , then went to sit around with my cousin aaron . I guess people think that he my boyfriend cause they keep looking -.- What the hell siol . Plus , putra they all at the basketball court . Make me feel very uneasy & sadd . But i act nothing happened . Slack liao , we went to mall . While walking , Huzaifah the mushroom called me and putra , khairul they all was like looking at me . Lawls ? I really felt very what youh know ? They make me feel more worst okayy ? Haiis ~

After went mall buy materials , went to Audrey's grandma house to do our project . Super fun . Then 3plus , me and hafsah sent firzanah to the bus stop and wait with her for bus then we went to mall to buy cupwalker . The people damn slow siol ! Keep washing her stuff & made us wait freaking long ! Damnn . After that , walk home with Hafsah and slack around 124b awhile then she went back and i went home . Now currently blogging . Feel like crying siol , but i can't . Sighh , later maybe meeting aunty sharon to go out . Alright , nothing more already , byeeee ):

To him : I really very shock that youh wanna break with me in a sudden . Why dont talk face to face ? Scared i cry and people think youh bully me ? Haiis . I really wanna know the reason youh broke off with me . Everything just came in a sudden . I havent accept to break but youh still say we already broke . Youh really dont know how much i hurt ? Whenever i see youh , i just act strong that i dont have youh . But do youh know that it was just acting ? Haiis , i bet youh dont know . Youh talk and laugh loudly with wenli & sharifah . Never even bother about me . Youh made me more heartbreak . Thanks ? I almost cried in front of everyone , all because of youh . Youh said that people keep saying youh dont bother me . Why cant youh show to them that youh didn''t ? Youh said that i always emo . Then why dont wanna cheer me up ? Why ? Youh dont love me right ? Alright , i guess , i've got it right . Thanks for ending our 2months & 19days relationship & hurting me again and againnn ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: Youh're my one and only babyy ♥

Weyhhh guys ! I'm back againnnn ! Teehee ! (: I'm hyper now , cause of farhannnnn ! AlrightAlright , startstart nowwwww :D

Today , woke up at 7.57am . Cause of my sister & mother . Gawdd , talk so loudly and i cant sleep ! So i woke upp , then watch telelvision with mama . Then later , i sleep back until 1pm . After that , house phone rang . Mama pick up and said it was from the office . She said the clark called her to submit the option form today . So , i called jessie cause we've already planned to submit todayyy . After that , washup --> lunch --> bathe --> off to school (: Meet Jessie under my block . She went to lab to submit cause she have no parents or guardian accompany her . Me and my mum was at the foir . After submiting it , mother requested to go mac . So we all went there ..

Ordered our food and sat near the window place . Talktalk and eateat . Later , jessie pointed outside the window and i kaypohh and look . I saw khairul and he was botakkkkk ! Goshh , i almost choked on my fries . Me and jessie laughed like mad siahhh . Then he went in and buy drink and went off . Mama asked jessie whether later 5pm wanna go compass not , then jessie said okay . After that , me and jessie went off to her house to change . Walked long cut & laugh like hell . Hyper mood on larhh weyhh (: Reaching her house , i keep ask her whether can i not enter her house ? Cause i'm scared of her doggg ! I scared it bite xD Hahah , in the end , reach already , her dog was bathing , so we went in quickly .

Greeted her grandma then went to her room . Switch on com and we played audi together . Goshh , it was funn . But , my reaction slow arhh , then keep miss . HAHAHA ! She see me until flared up . Funfun lorhh . Then 4.30 , she changed and we went off . I keep walking the wrong wayy , too dumbb ! xD Then went icepack there , saw asyurah and her sisters . Jessie went to borrow one of her sister bike and cycle awhile then went homee . Jessie helped me download audi then i went to bathe . After that , off to compass . Goshh , we was screaming like hell man ! The floor was totally flooded with water ! ScreamScreamScream ! Then later , 2 indian guys was running past us and they purposely scream . HAHAH ! Funny siahh . Walked over to the overhead-bridge . The floor there was even more flooded ! In the end , we both played with the water . HAHAHAHAH ! Funnnnn (:

My pants was wet , all thanks to jessie & my leg (: HAHAH ! Played psp awhile then board the bus . Awhile , reached compass . Went to my cousin shop to download my DS game . Saw lanjiao there ! Disturb him . Funfun ((: Never seen him for so long already , so disturb him . HAHAH ! Went to eat & off to popular . Browse through the secondary1 assesment books and i almost fainted mannnnnn ! Those sums and question was toughhh . Bus home , then immediately use com . Didn't switch it off cause downloading audi . Then posted on facebook to let my friends be preparedddd ! Nastasha almost fainted ! HAHAH ! I'mma sorry honeyyyy . ((: Now currently chated with farhan & kechyck ! Getting hyper soon . Bye guys (: Ohhyahh , he did talk to me at facebook chat . But only a few lines ): But , i'm contented !

To tween : I'm really sorry lurh . I didn't mean anything . Not i really dont want to go out with youh . Is my parents wont let me go . Me and jessie only went to compass / plaza / mall , and indeed , it was near . So my parents both agreed to let me go out with her . I didn't have any intention at all . But if youh really wanna think that way , i really dont know what to say alreadyyyy ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm really a trouble-maker ♥

HeyGuyys ! I'mma back to post againn . I may not post that often like what i do during on the past . Cause , is either i'm lazy or i've no mood (: But , i promise , i won't make my blog dead . I'll at least make it alive somehow ! Teehee ! :D Let's all start nowwwwwww ~

Today , i woke up at 12.58pm . Okay larh , its not really late . Wokeup --> replied text --> enter facebook through mobile --> washhup --> commmm --> 'breakfast' ! Have a good and nice chat with @Muhammad I'zzroy ! Funfun , he made me hyper larhhh . xD Ohhyeahh , he became my abang today (: Woots ~ BlahhBlahhh . Never talk to him today . Haiis , sad larhh weyhhh ): I'll wait for his text or pop out chat at facebook . Hope , he'll at least talk to me .

Having a bad headach-e now . Gawddd , needa a panadol larhhh ! Haiis , okay larh . Have nothing muchh todayy . Bye guys ! Loveya ! ♥

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: I'm really a trouble-maker ♥

Labels: I'm really a trouble-maker ♥

HeyGuys ! I'm back againn . My apology to my blog readers for not posting for a few days . I'm both lazy & out of mood okayy ? Let's start (:


Yesterday , abang (K) told me that he was disappointed in me . But i really dont know what cause he never say anything . And he said , he dosent want to speak to me anymore . HeartShattered

Today , jessie came my house . Chat only then she went backk . Send her down , but went vanding machine to buy my NescafeMocha first ((: Then send to traffic light and walked home passing 124b . 2uncles was sitting under the block there & was staring at both us when we walked to across the road . Scaryyy lurhh xD Went home , he message me and say that he saw me & was walking behind me . Lawls , never call me -.- After that , started the topic of bangalas (: HAHAH ! Enjoyed loads . Then he went to play sudden attack & i chat with tween & others . FunFun , turn hyper until i saw that thingy . Haiis , thanks man ! Alright , dont wish to elaborate any further , bye guys .


To my abang : Yeahh boy , youh've broke my heart . Thanks loads okayy ? I didnt expect this would happened . Cant we just be siblings rather than enemies ? Ignoring me really can solve everything ? Haiis , i really dont know what to sayy anymore . Suits youhhh ..

Labels: Your mine again babyy ♥

HeyGuys ! I've alot to post today man ! I'll garentee , this'll be a fucking long post alright ? Hahah , okayokay . Let's start ! :D

Today morning , went school as usual . Just that we changed our appearance by changing bags (: At first , nana took my bag then pass hers to naadira & naadira to me . But i dont like naadira's bag ! So i wanna exchange but no one willing ): HAHA ! Then naadira change with me . ThanksThanks . Went to parade square for assembly & went back class . Until 8.30 , MrDerek went to dont know where then MrsTan came in to relief . After that , MrsTan called danish they all go parrell class dont know do what , me & audrey followed xD Went there kaypohhh . In the end , we helping MrsTan clear her stuff . I go see the consent form & saw his . HAHAH ! StalkStalk him . Kiddingg ~

Awhile , Firzanah came , ibrahim they all was shoo out by MrsTan . After packing , audrey went back class . Left me & nana . TalkTalk there then RJ & kathik joined us . Play at there . HAHA ! Funn siahhh . We stay there until 9.30am , MrsTan shoo us back class . Went back , MrsTan scold us and ask us to rearrange properly . -.- Stayed at class till recess . Recess nothing muchhh . BlahBlah ~ At class , use phone and take pichaa in front of the relief teacher . xD Then nothing muchhh . 12pm , went hall for reahearsal . Funfun ? Alot of teacher say my fringe . What the fcuk ?! Mrs beins still say my fringe in front of alot of people manxzc ! Freaking malu okay !

Then dismiss . MsOng ask me whether about the orientation stuff . Then i haveng sign form . HAHA ! DeadMeat . She asked me text her tonight . Lawls ? Went canteen , saw sharifah . She cried freaking badly siahh . Comfort her then later , sit down . Lie down on nana's shoulder . Hahahh . Then danish they all keep push him to me . And squeeze us . What the -.- Then awhile , saw nast they all at canteen the gate there . I walked under the rain and talktalk with them . Went back , brought drinks then decided to walk under the rain . Sqautted there with nurynyyy . Then later i started cryingg . Then everyone came . Lawls ? Awhile , i'mma alright already . They all pull me stand then awhile , leg crampp . He keep pull me go up hall ..

Told him i leg cramp , he pull until i from chair down to floor . Rest awhile , okay alreadyyy . Stood up , he say i lie -.- Then i told him i okay lurhh . He pull me sit down . Then ask ibrahim & nuryny go upp . After that , he pull my hand walk another way . talktalk with me lurhh . Put his hand around my shoulder then say that he miss me & other stuff . Sweet ehh ? :D Asked him topup he say no time because playplay sudden attack & buy @cashh . No good arhh him . HAHAH ! Kidding . Then walkwalk till hall . Everybody tease us . What the -.-''' Then sat with nana at front & blahhhhh ~ Then 3 , went homee . Tlaktalk with my dearest adiks & hughug them before go . Walk down , someone make the freaking kissing sound . Look up , saw that mushrooom . Lawls ! Waited for themmm .

Then they walk in front , we walked behinddd . Fatin went back school . So left only me , nana & linda ! Went buy ice-pack . Walked the same way as themmmm . Then when walking , mushrrom walked behindd . Then he was playing with water . I told himm : Mushroom ! I curse youh fall down man ! Then he lift up his leg and act like falling downn . HAHAH ! Funny siol . Then nana went to buy her currypuff , me and linda accompany her . Then awhile , we went up buy ice-pack . Walked up , they was coming downn . mushroom walking first . I keep stare at him until he keep walking behind . xD then they walkwalk , he was theree . He pushed & hughug me . Awwww , iloveit (: I want another one okay ? xD

Went buy then homeee . Then blahhhh ~ 4plus , switch on computer . Chatchat with eye-ball & inbox himmm . I'll give him a hug on thursday ! HAHA ! Nothing muchh nowww . Daddy switch off my com siahhh ! FUCK LARHHH ! CB ! Hate my life larhh . Arghh ! Dont wanna blog liaoo , byebye . NightsNights all . Just one thing , iloveyouhhboy ! Those hugs :D

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The sisteenth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back oncee againnn . Let's begin nowww okay ? (:

Morning , when walking to the lift , heard my name announce on stage . Shocked ? Then take lift downn & asked to go to school . Cause i don't even know what the hell happening . Go in hall , sit downnnn . Saw him & his bunch of friends walking my class there corridoor . I don't dare look at him & immediately look awayy . Then later , my name is announce on stage againn -.- I scaredscared , went down wanna go homeeee :P Went down , li say no where to go liaoo . So went toilet slack lorhhhhh . Awhile , li say go upp lurhhh . Since only take prize onlyy . After that , went uppp . Saw haziq , nast & RJ . Stand with them . Awhile , abang came . Ask him put bag then comeeee . Sit sit at the corner of hall ( in front of 6.4 ) , to prevent we needa go stage ((: Then MsOng , talktalk with us . She funny siahhh .

Awhile , Haziq & Abang was called up on stage . Only me . Lonely ~ Later , MsOng , ask me to stand uppp . I say : What ? She scold me for the way the sit . Take paper hit me somemore , but funny larhh . She scold while laughing . HAHA ! Then went backk class , MsOng also come over . She asked me pin up my fringe . I say : Walaooo cher ! Can youh catching me ? She reply : But i talk , i needa look at youh what . I say : Then i cover myself . HAHA ! She laugh immediately :D Then got rehearsal . Fun lurhh . When the teacher ask for the female lead singer . Heikal , danish , rj & khairul ask me go up . Wtf ! Luckyy , no teacher heard or i'll die ! Hahah , lawls ~ After that , nothing muchhhh . After school , slackslack at canteen . Saw him walking pass the drink stall . Awhile , he disappeared ): Went homee .

Ibrahim say teacher at plaza kfc . Ask me find them . So i go lorhh . Walking to mac , him and his friends entering mac . Dont dare go in so ask wenli come out . Then went in , talktalk . Later him and his friends standing at the window thereee . He ask me go out , i ask him come in . HAHA ! Then awhile , he came in . Danish they all keep push him to my chair -.- Then later , he really sad in the same chair as me . After that , he talktalk with me lurhh . I'mma happy indeed ^^ Later , naadira went to sit another place . I move in , cause squeezy larhh there . Then he sit on the chair beside me . Then we play with paper . HAHA ! I was busying tearing it . Lawls ~ Then when we going out , he still sitting . he sit , i cant move out . So i tap him , ask him move out . He tell wenli : See she so fierceeee . HAHA ! Cute larhh him . Then later , he went out . Danish blockblock wayyy .

He see me behind , push danish forward . Went out , he still standing beside me and say quite a number of stuff . Funny lurhh him . Cute also ! HAHA ! Later , dont know what happened , ibrahim started chasing him . They run super fast & across the road ! Laugh like madd . Then went school , talktalk & ice-pack & homeee . Slept & com . Mum & dad came backk & blahh . Discussed about water bashh just now . Mother keep scold me .Wtf siahhhh . I dont wanna quarrel she keep scold . FML larhh ! I've enough ! Arghh , no mood noww . Byee ..

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The fifthteen leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma here to post againn . Let's not waste time & start noww . :D

Today i woke up at 12 , estimated . Went for washupp --> 'breakfast' --> ComCom ! Playplay , and blahhh ~ Haiis , i'mma kinda sad todayy ? He never even text me , not only one . Online also never talk to me . Awwww , i really very sadd . Around 5plus , i switched off computer & went in my room . Lying on my bed , i started crying as his favourite songs played in my phonnee . 'CaliforniaGirls' & 'USmileISmile' . Goshh , i cried like hell . Mind keep replaying those happy time we spent together . Those sweet stuff youh said to me . Those hug youh givennn ..

Alright , honestly , i miss those times , those jokes , those sweet stuff & lastly , those huggs . I really want that , can i ? Haiis . I know its impossible larhh . That'll only happened in my day-dreammm ~ Imissyouhdeeplyy . How i wish , time can rewind . Bring me back to those timeee . :( Now , my only hope is youh'll approach me tomorrow . Heart painpain lurhhh . Okay larhh , dont wanna elaborate any further , if not , there'll be 'fountain' againnnn . NightsNights all ♥

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The fourteenth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back to blog againn . Alright , let's start my story nowww (:

Today woke up at 11plus , i thinkk . Lazy to wakeup so lie down and checkcheck my phone . I saw my phone written 'anniversay' . And yes , today is our three months together . But , it isn't for nowww . Of course , i'm really heartbroken . But , what can i do ? Over already over , no point already so i guess , i've to move onn . He texted me , i replied . Waited kinda long , he replied . After that , no more . At 1plus , then he started to reply & we texted . A few , no more AGAIN . But , it didn't bother me . I just think that he is taking a napp .

I use com , cousins and aunt all came . Talktalk until 4plus , went to bathe & then off to Plaza for dinner . Waited for text , but none . Until i went home with korkor & jiejie , my phone rang and he told me that he was busy from just now till noww . And said he'll text me later . I understand , so i told him okayys . I online , saw him online MSN . Thought that he'll talk to me , but he didn't . Awhile then offline . Was thinking whether was it a lie or someone just used his account ? Haiis , i really don't know . I really miss him like hell noww , really . I just can't stop thinking about him . Boyy , text me now please ! Imissyouhhhh ~

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The thirteenth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back for don't know how many time(s) . Hahah (: Hmm , this really is a fucking long post . Bare with it okays ? Heee , startstart !

Today morning , i overslept . 7am then finish bathing . Quickly tie hair & rushh downn . SlackSlack , went school . After assembly , went to steadfast6 for the talktalk . Goshh , its steadfast6 classroom ! Know whose class ? HAHA ! Lawls ~ Then the talk was freaking hilarious & i laugh like hell . The first trainer teach us how to shake hand firmly . I kena , then i was like gila girl . From the start laugh till the end . She said i'm very nervous as i give her a nervous smile . HAHA ! I guess , i'm nervous . Second trainer teach table manners. She was good & pretty ! She asked whole class what knife is that & she gave us a hint : It starts with 'o' . I immediately scream : OBAMA ! Hahah ! Whole class laugh like mad after they heart this xD

Then after the talk , went to take bus to OrchardION . When i'm sitting at my sit , i think i saw him and mushroom walk past the general office . Then he replied my message and only 2 ): SadSad . Then went to swensen , wahh shoik ! Sat with , wenli , danish , rj , ibrahim , kathik , nuryny , naadira & nana . Goshh , its so funnn ! First dish was the mushroom soup . Rj talktalk something funny , i spit our the soup on part of the table ! HAHA ! He kind lurhh , help me cleanclean :D Then the chicken cutlet , yummm ! Difficult to cut lurhh , freaking hard . Eat a little , rest pass to rj ! HAHA ! Then later , ice creammm . Rj started putting thechocolate ice-cream in the coke . Hahah , then we all follow . Nuryny the badbad girl keep putting alot of ice cream in my coke. Until it taste so freaking chocolaty . RJ help me finish everything .

After that , went to take the bus . Off back to school , then sit at canteen slack awhile . Nana go home with me . She was freaking scared of my laobuhh . HAHA ! Then went home , my mother scream at me , i scream back . I really cannot tahan already . Then eat a little , i went out of the house , went to school hall slackslack and play . DanialNurhakim join us . FunFun , i enjoyedd . Then home --> sleep ! :D Wokeup , texttext & then dinner --> bathe & com ! My daily routine ! Then blahblah . Jiejie come back , buy the liese shampoo . Awhile , she ask me help . Gawdd , the smell is freaking terribile . Finish , wait for the time to wash her hair . The shampoo is nice ((: My hand smell is freaking nice okay ! :D Then now , finish lurhh .

Daddy & mummy keep scolding me . What the hell . I really hate my life larh ! I only love my sistaaaa ! (: HAHA ! Lawls ~ Texting him now . Gotta go , byebye ! LoveYa ! Stay tuned for tomorrow post . NightsNights .

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The twelve day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! FuckingBitchh is back once againnn :D Let's start my story now alrights ?

Today wokeup at about 12plus , estimated . Then checkcheck phone for sms & i've 5 -.- 2 from mushroom , 1 from him , and a few forgotten . Replied all . Hand tiredtired . Hahah ! :) Went to washup , switch on computer & then have my 'breakfast' ! Playplay computer until 2.30 , joanne jiejie came to my house . After that went to bathe & then went out to bakau to meet Jessie .

Meet her , went to take lrt & off to macdonald ((: When i reached there , how i wish i could see him somewhere . Cause i know he is at compass , with my abang ( danishh ) . But too badd , didn't see him anywhere . But , he told me he was at pizzahut . Awwww , i envy larhh . It's been so long i didn't eat that ): He requested to treat me , but i dont want urhhs . Dont want let him waste moneyyyyy . ShopShop , went to watson as jiejie wanna buy makeup stuff --> mini toons shopshop & take pichaas with some little soft toys . Wanna see? Go my facebook ! :D

After that , went to my cousin's game shopp . Goshh , saw lots of my friends there . Shocked urhhs . Went in , told korkor to blanja me one drink at his shopp . He did (: Hahah , generous larhh ehh ? ThanksThanks ! :D SlackSlack there with jessie , then went home by walkinggg . Jessie tricked me going to the wrong direction -.- What the hell , youh watchout okayys ! When i memorise how to walk home , youh're DEAD meat ! xD Walking halfway home , jiejie say wanna eat curry puff . So brought her go ice-pack there buyy .

Then , went home . Play her itouch , texttext & dinner at around 8pluss . After dinner , went to use com . Facebooking and talktalk with himmm . Wanna know what we talk about ? We talk about yesterday our conversation of bangala(s) ! Hahah ! Nice horhh ? Then awhile , he offline ): Text him also no reply . Haiis , sad until like siaoo . Then when seeing the time , i saw the date . 11November . It should be our anniversary for our 3months . But , it already ended ... Heart freaking pain urhhhs . ): Ohhyahh , he did text me about someone .. Just wanna tell that someone : If youh really love me , hold on to me . If dont love , just let go of me alrights ? I want to be loved , not for other rubbish intention . Please !

Now , gonna offline lurhhs . Daddy rushing me like hell . Ohhyahh , one more thing . Tomorrow we're heading to Orchard ION 's swensens to learn the fucking table manners . Okay larh , i admit , i'm rather week at cutting . Cause i'm freaking lazy and my hands are weak . xD Hope i dont embarress myself tomorrow . Alright , gotta go ! Byebye ! Hope to see him come school tomorroww ..

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The eleventh day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back againn . Sorry for not posting for yesterday . I'mma freaking lazy & tired urhhs . My apology to my daily reader . Hmm , today , my beloved jiejie birthday . Here to wish her to enjoy her day & stay healthy & pretty yeahh ? :D Iloveyouhh ! ♥

Alright , let's us begin with my school life okayys ? Hmm , today morning , i purposely go late to school with nana . Lazy urhhs . Don't feel like going also . Hahah , i know i'mma bad student :X After that , sit down to class & listen to the boring announcement . After that , p6 was kena stay back awhile at hall just because the twacher is taking the attendence for the workshop thingyyy . Wth ? Then saw him & my mushroom teacher ! They didn't attend the workshop so they were in MrLim's classs . Which is just in front of minee . (:

Can have a clearer view ? HAHA ! Lawls ~ Me & nana keep persuade teacher let us go down perade square see the primary4 captainball competition . In the end , teacher let us . Happy ! Then listen half way , me & nana walked away & i still said byebye to teacher loudly . But he stopped us , say he havent finish his announcement . WhatTheHell . Then after that , went down . Watch nizran & danial they all playy . Funny . Then when i looked up , i saw him . Woots ! Then watchwatch , go upp . Play awhile with p5 & we lost . ShyShy ! Hahah ! Lawls . Went IT lesson for the video thingy & to recess & blahhhhh .

MotherTongue class that time , me , wenli & jessie went to staff room find MrDarrenNg ! Awhile , saw him climbing his stairs . Scream like madd . HAHAH ! He was rather shocked . Then he brought us to the library . While walking up the stairs , i saw him & mushroom againnn . I wanna talk to him , but no words came out . Went to class call people come in library , then go in playplay hide and seek until teacher laugh like madd . HAHAH ! Sibei funn . After school , finally he talk to me ! Awww , happy ? :D Then chatchat , he started getting closer . ^^

When Huzaifah isnt aware , i pull his pants . But too bad , it never drop downn . SadSad . HAHAH ! He was sibei shocked that i'm daring ? :D Then went home for lunch & went back school for project . In the end , do halfway , we go dance . HAHAH ! Lawls ~ Meet joanne jiejie outside gate c then go buy ice pack & curry puff and homeeee ..

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The tenth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back once againnn ! StartStart :)

Today , me , khairul , wenli , naadira & kathik was all late for school ! Hahah , we all blame it on khairul . xD Then the freaking prefect call us write name . Guess who was the one who write whole of our name ? Its me ! :D HAHAH ! My handwritting sucks , i admit . Cause i anyhow write . Heck care urhhs , late niahhh . After that , got PE ! Challenge honesty6 . Seriously , i really dont know who winn . My job is to catch ball , nothing else yeahh ? ^.^

After PE , forget what & blahhhhh ~ When having the graduation singing thingyyyy , khairul keep staring at me and laugh . Freaking pekcek . What so funny about me ?! Mama larhh him . xD Opps , sowwie for saying suchaa english . My english fail one . Always kena scold by teacher for speaking those type of english . HAHAH ! *ShyShy* Then after school , have my lunchh and play captainball . Was freaking annoyed by ibrahim & danish they all . Then train till 4plus , home . Saw lots of malay boys , mind was like thinking : Is there anyone is himmmm ?

But i cant see a single person's face , so i just walk mine . After that , mama sitting at table there . She told me saw my school derhh malay guys . That means is him ! Ohhgoshh , how i wish my mum was not there ): Went home , rest , play DS . And i did something i should not and that is , cryyyy . I thought of him and those past happy memories . Haiis , i really need youh larhhh ! I in need a hughug from youhhhh badlyyyyy ! )': Went bathe , dinner . Then computer from 6 till nowww . Wooooohoooo ~ Have a little fight with tween just now , but we're alright noww .

Tomorrow got competition ! Aiseehhh , kindness6 ! All the best alrights ? Although there're lots of stuff happened , but forget everything please ! :D Jiayouhhhh ! ♥

To tweenie : Sowwie ! Cause i've not feeling good and youh said youh wanna backup . Excuse me for those stuff yeahh ? I really hope youh'll turn up tomorrow . Okayys ? Iloveyouhhh ! ♥

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FuckingBitchh

Labels: The eighth days leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'm sorry for not posting yesterday because i'm freaking lazy . HAHAH , paisehpaisehh . But seriously , nothing muchh yesterday . Chatchat with him & he is freaking cute larhhh . Iloveyouhhh ! ♥ Okayokay , let's start !

Today , wokeup at 12plus . Don't say its late cause i've wakeup later than that , so , its counted as early ! Hahah xD Then have my washupp , switch on computer and have my brekafast/lunchh (: Yummyumm ! Eat halfwayy , godmother camee. Talktalk while & then i continue my com . Now currently chatting with IbrahimAbang , WenliTweeniee , DanishAbangg ! :D FunFun yeahh . I've been laughing like hell . Cause danish keep call me kick people's ass . HAHAH !

Lawl siahh him . Then when chatting with ibrahim they all , they got talk about his scream . I started recalling backk , i smiled . Hahah , aww , youh're freaking cute babyy . Ohhyahh , tomorrow have captainball competition . I'm really excited about it ! Woohooo , this is the time we show our true colours to the other classes . This years captainball competition , belongs to kindness6 ! KindnessKindnessFightFightFight ! :D

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The seventh day leaving without youhh ♥

Labels: The fifth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back ! I never post for 1day right ? Then now i'll post two post (: One is yesterday , another one is today . Okays ? Start Now ! :D

Yesterday :

Went to school , and waited for graduation reahersal ! Then practiced for 2hours siol . Freaking exhausted . When singing , i'm yawning . HAHAH ! MsSharifah keep looking at me , but i dont bother her . Who care siol ? Then recess , me and nana sitting beside each other , facing the stalls . Putra , khairul , Farhan they all came . He asked me some question that make me paiseh . Lawls ? Then he so called , 'hug' my head . (: Then blahhh . After school , me and nuryny went to gate c find my mama . Tell her i wanna stayback for captain ball ! :D Then khairul was walking behind me , playing my hair -.- I know youh jealous of my long hair ! xD

Then find my mama lurhh , went to canteen for my lunchhh ! Brought my drink , saw him standing at the water cooler there . Dont dare to approach him , so i walk another direction . Still thought he'll approach me , i'mma dumb enough to think that . He went off . Then later when we going up hall , he appeared again . But he just walk past me , without looking . Haiis . Then practice by competing with primary5 and then go buy icepack then went home .

After that , freaking tired , i fall asleep . Was waken by my mama . Then went to eat my dinner , and went to bathe , comb my hair and then , off with korkor , to AMK hub . Then bought tickets for movie ( MegaMind ) & tibits , popcorns , went in for the movie . The movie was like so fuckin nice and funny . Iloveit ! Then i kept waiting for his text , but none . Haiis . Then after show , went to eat , but i didnt . Super full because eat too much popcorn . xD Went home , i'mma hungry . Hahah ! Mama cooked maggie ! Yummy ! Then rest awhile , washup , went to sleep (:

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The fourth day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys ! I'mma back againn . Today , teacher never come . MrsLeong take over us from 7.30-9.30 . She brought us to PE from 8plus - 10am ! WooHoo , sibei shoik . Compete with 2class , funfun . We wonnn ! :D Went for recess and then have the grauduation reahersal . Fun siol ! But super smelly xD Danish , Ibrahim , Shayan & Rj , super funny & irritating ! Haha xD Hope they won't see my blog ! Or else i'm really DEAD !

After that , have mother tongue . Then later went to canteen for lunchh . Naadira accidentaly poor F&N grape drink on me. Ohhgoshh , went to toilet for a washup . I smell so 'sweet' . HAHAH ! Sawed him buying drinks , i think , he ignored me . Sad siol )': Then went up for captainball training . Sibei fun , i scored ! Ibrahim ! Bleuk ! :P Ahwhile , MrsKarenGoh asked us to go back AGAIN ! Then i just sit there , until she walk nearer to me , i go wear my shoe .

Then later dont know who say MrsTan say cancel the competition for captain ball tomorrow . We all was like : Walaoo ! Chibai ! Where got like that one siahh ? And other more complains (: Then i suggest we all to find MrKek ! HAHA ! Then went down that time , saw MrsTan , she said it was postponed after deepavali . I told her : Cher ! Youh sure arhh m postponed arhh . PP horhh , if not , each of us 100bucks ! xD She was like , okayokay . Then we left . (:

Slack around at gateC , then went to buy icepack . Slack around there , then saw policecar , we went off . HAHA ! Then received a text from him to patch ! Freaking happy ? xD But because of something , cannot . WaitWait , please wait ! I'll accept it ! For sure ! (: Just now talking with him , he sibei funny siol . Keep choi here choi there . Cute siahh him . Aww , iloveyouh ! ♥ Wait for me okays ? :D

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The third day leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back againn . Let me start now alright ? :) Today , i was late for school because of waking upp late & so call quarreling with wenli by texting . We started it last night 11pm plusplus . Thenn nothing much happened during the morning until after recess . Whole of the p6s are practicing our graduation songs . Then Khairul , Nabeel , Farhan & Asyraf was on stage . Called up by MrKek . Ohhgawdd , it was hilarious ! Hahah , i laugh till loike mad . Then khairul sang quite a number of solo . Hahah , brave ehh ? xD FunnyFunny .

Actually , i'm always looking for someone . But , i never see him since the morning . After recess then i was aware that he was absent from school . Sighh , can i just say that i miss him lots although we're not related anymore ? Haiis . He just cant stop appearring in my mind ! ): After school , went to canteen and slack with : @Hafsah , @Firzanah & @Heikal ! Awhile went up hall . Saw : @Kenneth , @Dini , @kathik , @fadhli & @nabeel playing captain ball . Then we all joined them . Got talk with kenneth , we okay lurhhs . Enjoyed ourself lots ! WoooHoooo ! :D

I'm the captain , then i Dini cant defend the ball and i got the ball . He was freaking pekcek and said : Ehh , when youh become so tall ?! I never say anything but just laugh & teased him . *evil laughs* . Then MrsKarenGoh walked past and ask us to go back -.- What the hell ehh ? But of course , we didn't . We slackslack around canteen . Then chatchat awhile, went to buy icepack together then , i went home . Kenneth they all went to took bus home .

Came back , use computer . Then i kept looking at someone's profile . Then later , i keep on viewing it . Haiis . After that , i use my phone and started viewing his pichaa(s) in my phonee . Ohhgoshh , i really miss him . I want him ! But thinking back , he isnt mine anymore plus , we're not related. Wanted to delete, but i really cant bare to ): Then later he inbox me at facebook . Then we talk awhile , then he asked me to apologised to my 'tween' . I dont think its possible . I really have a different view of her alreadyy . Everything blame me ? Haiis , i just hope youh do have feelings for me .

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The second day i'm leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuyys , this is the second post for today okays ? He inbox me at facebook just now . I'm hurt by everything he say . I really cant stop thinking of him ! Whatever things i see , different memories will keep replaying in my head . How ?! Tears just cant stopped dripping downn . 'AdelineAdeline ! STOP IT ! Youh can forget him ! I know youh can ! Stopped wasting your tears ! He dosent even bothers , wasted right ?! No matter what youh do and say , he wont bother . Let go , learnt to let go okays ? Although leaving a unfaded scar , ignore it . Move one , learnt from your mistake(s) ! ' I've been telling myself that again and again , but nothing seems to work . KILL ME ! RIGHT NOW ! Haiis .

No one know how much youh means to me . How i wish its so easy to let go . To me , its just a simple phrase , but it is difficult to do it ? Haiis . Its tough , really toughh . He is the only guy that i cherished the most . Why must like that treat me ? I really dont understandd . I've hurt enough . I seriously have . Ohhgawdd , head spinning like hell . HELPPPPPPPPPPP ! Shit ! Gonna cry againn . Agrhh . Gotta go , byeee .

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With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: The first day i'm leaving without youhh ♥

HeyGuys , i'mma back againn . Let's begin now . Today was seriously the worst day ever . I really regretted for turning up for school . Morning , nothing much really happened until recess time . Khairul went towards me and said : Ehh , he say youhh broke with him. I shook my head . Then he say : But he just now tell me your both break already . I just say i dont know a single thing . After that , he called farhan come , and he also say the same thingg . I was really shocked alright ? Then khairul very happy then ask me accept his ______ . I keep saying i dont know . He a little pekcek & annoyed , then keep saying about the betting stuff . Haiis , i really dont know alrights ? Everything just came in a sudden ..

I guess wenli they all already know and they was talking with putra they all and laughing freaking loudly . Can i just say that i really felt very hurt ? No one came and comfort me but they just laughed . I'm really sad , heart really brokenn . I acted like i'm alright , but awhile , i cant take it anymore . I almost cried out , but i forced myself not to . Awhile , Raiffanah , nast , nana . hfasah , audrey and others came forward and asked me am i alright . Awww , i love your ! Your really cared about me alot ♥ Then when having non-call period , went to firzanah and talktalk . After that audrey joined in and we also talk . Talk until we cry so we went to the toilet . Suddenly Jessie came in and told us teacher ask us to go backk .

I guess she overheard everything ? Alahh , hack care ! Stayed back with : @Audrey , @Nana , @hafsah (: FunFun . Went to buy icepack first , then went to sit around with my cousin aaron . I guess people think that he my boyfriend cause they keep looking -.- What the hell siol . Plus , putra they all at the basketball court . Make me feel very uneasy & sadd . But i act nothing happened . Slack liao , we went to mall . While walking , Huzaifah the mushroom called me and putra , khairul they all was like looking at me . Lawls ? I really felt very what youh know ? They make me feel more worst okayy ? Haiis ~

After went mall buy materials , went to Audrey's grandma house to do our project . Super fun . Then 3plus , me and hafsah sent firzanah to the bus stop and wait with her for bus then we went to mall to buy cupwalker . The people damn slow siol ! Keep washing her stuff & made us wait freaking long ! Damnn . After that , walk home with Hafsah and slack around 124b awhile then she went back and i went home . Now currently blogging . Feel like crying siol , but i can't . Sighh , later maybe meeting aunty sharon to go out . Alright , nothing more already , byeeee ):

To him : I really very shock that youh wanna break with me in a sudden . Why dont talk face to face ? Scared i cry and people think youh bully me ? Haiis . I really wanna know the reason youh broke off with me . Everything just came in a sudden . I havent accept to break but youh still say we already broke . Youh really dont know how much i hurt ? Whenever i see youh , i just act strong that i dont have youh . But do youh know that it was just acting ? Haiis , i bet youh dont know . Youh talk and laugh loudly with wenli & sharifah . Never even bother about me . Youh made me more heartbreak . Thanks ? I almost cried in front of everyone , all because of youh . Youh said that people keep saying youh dont bother me . Why cant youh show to them that youh didn''t ? Youh said that i always emo . Then why dont wanna cheer me up ? Why ? Youh dont love me right ? Alright , i guess , i've got it right . Thanks for ending our 2months & 19days relationship & hurting me again and againnn ..

With evil love (♥) ,
FuckingBitchh

Labels: Youh're my one and only babyy ♥

I'm a girl who is totally in love with him.
I'm a typical girl who can be really nasty .
I love dancing (L)
Thats me (: